I don’t know about you but there are times when i can NOT consciously think of a reason to buy soy crumbles in the overprices vegetarian section of the supermarket and then go gah i’d love to share this but like beaty stew it’s ruined in 3 days can not really transport unless frozen how much is dry ice? holly crap it’d cost me a hund bucks to send a purposefully inexpensive recipe no freeking way!!!  well josh researches stuff too- I’ve known about this as every one has that you can get dehydrated food like for camping for eon eons! since the space programs of superpowers before i was even born put ment on the moon and gave them tang and freeze dried icecream too all the comforts of home hundreds of thousand of miles away. trust me, I grew up knowing my cup of noodles soups was freeze dried vegetables and sauce/stock packet…boulion and I ate it with glee.  but how often do you buy mre’s  or rations at the wholly jblasphemy expense they are so what yay they store 2 years- I’m glad but they aren’t the same as a steak and fresh steaming baked potatoe fully dressed up in sour cream chives and butter with a zip of peper and more salt… they just arent..but shhh your head I know that you know that but I want to try something wholly vegetarian and possibly to be made up as a mix  easy instruction and sent to the joy  of people wwho think well it sounds tasty but I ain’t going to all that effort unless it’s in front of me.  ding no dry ice no bs save one problem this product being soy and from a big agribusiness- um what do you think it’s chances are of being non-gmo are?  shhh I’m worried adm archer daniels midland.  the poduct nutrisoy or tvp textured vegetable protein because this stuff is dehydrated

 

this other stuff otherwise available is not

 

veggie crumble- as I said Its obvious as the day is long…great time of year for me to say that as our sunshine in the norther hemispher is  not so much  but the 24 is the 25 hours so shhhh…. but the point is this above stuff cost about 4 bucks out here where I can avoid spending five dollars on any ingredient?  I will   

 

tvp like the above first phot is 3.2 a ten oz box/bag- you use maybe 3 oz of it in a recipe not wholly meat- as it rehydrate

meatless crumbles like morning star brand meal starters? six times the price buy comparison and come refridgerated so like uh? if I sent this dish out? it’s packed in dry ice  boo for simple can’t share the world’s over

 

now does anyone know how to get hold of textured vegetable…soy…protein that is NOT genetically modified?  no offense I know soy  is a carrier of homoes all the ones we in america blame on fat ass lazy people eating at mcdonalds and or wretched places/diets for when this stuff flat out begs to give you the estrogen/progesterone ..as duh people that’s what soy has in it hormone analogues we as human process to make the hormones we use a lot easier… but gmo is some how scarry weird idfferent as it is registered poison and who needs a belly ache each meal?  it isn’t irritable bowel people its more likely specific foods you eat each and every day tjat are not what you grew up with but gmo now… food changed in the eighties anyone notice some prices went down?  or stayed the same?  my personal opinion mind you but I’m feeling fickle

I am curious if anyone knows where to find tvp in beef or sausage flavor hell chicken or bacon for that matter that is promising to be non-genetically modified food?  not to mention organic…I mean if it literally doesn’t say non’gmo’ it is gmo  funny how you’d think it’d be the other way around they’d say warning gmo…but someone lobbied hard to poison us…monsanto.

 

well-

while we’re on the subject dehydrate sour cream do I just have to swip a packet from a stroganoff box or does anyone know a source on that?

thirdly rehydrating dried peppers is easy but does anyone know a source where they’re already platicized for me? i.e. customs around the world are fickle about stuff not in origional packaging.  yes I know I can myself cacuum sel but um, that’s NOT original packaging.  I can get together a simple print run on paperboard to make me a nifty box for the gift I have advertizer friends of friends  which leave only to get original packaging for spices easy as all get out and a food operation to seal rice lentil crumbles spices tortillas  into verified date into a 2 week on corn unless I believe foil seals paper to have aa include simple two canse of olive and peppers as garnice packet sorry and cheese powder just steal amy’s  brand’s mac cheese and voila- it’s processed yes  but not gmo and all orginal now that’d be neat- now trip to the store just follow insturction and voila! tasty dinner- oh while we’re at it one of those non poison recyclable trays you can put on your own baking sheet and put it to bake in the over voila pretty as the picture on the box that’s what’s I mean- can it be healthy enough shelf stable for transport and also registered  so that without spending 20 million dollars you can put your hand to something I make?  

 

for that matter me put my hand to it?

hint in a way I’ll end up with something like this: not exantly this but the base is similar…

 

I’d be looking more for somthing like?

 

but that …now imagine with me.. look more like?

 but you get the idea… something that you might have heard of – but is yet altegether just a bit different

yea right my bucket list is resolved… but it’s time for new year’s resolutions.  everybody sheeple now!  let’s tour mine.

 

• visit the restroom
• say something someone considers! nice  might be a challenge.
• cook something – about a thousand chances
• tie my laces
• learn something new to smile at
• read a book
• I think I’m long overdue for a mud bath so…
• I vowe to vacuum once!
• learn that while I NEED to live my way others may be far more success being the opposite of me and this is NOT invalidating.

 

9 lines and there is effort involved with each and every one of these resolution- they are also choices to …but if you catch the joke here…it is somewhat obvious.. these are resolutions i will likely and each and every one of them keep…successfully.   fuck all that I’m going to change and fail at it nonsense!.  i’d like to succeded …now laugh..there are times when it is damn difficult to visit a restroom for lack of them,  saying something nice in MY opinion is nice sure sure- but convincing or accepting others opinions is a whole different ball of wax i’m asking thus for a choice I wish…I expect to investigate something here sure duh lolllll josh not cook – strange event – but again I don’t cook every day what I consider cooking which is seperate from preparing and also reheating …there a laughable amount of challenge here.  one shouldn’t be afraid to be nice to one’s self- tieing one’s shoelaces is such an occurance..admittedly easy sounding when one is past 7 when i learned shh it I was a GENIUS I tell you..actually certifyably am but that’s beside the point  learn something new- how is this different from reading a book?  one doesn’t always have to learn to  or from books and I can learn a lot of things I don’t care positively about..it’s both easy and hard, I read maybe 4 books to completion last year maybe not quite sure I’ve read thousands so why not continue?  we shalllll see  junior encylopedia of space !!!  mud bath…this might happen in a good way or perhaps not but there’s no reason it cant come true vaccuuming is necessary and there for I should make sure i do it hahahaha…in the new year of course… as for learning to accept that I will seemingly be frustrated with acheiving my personal agenda- that this frustration is not a failure as often its turned out to be a blessing- but learning tofurther this goal or resolution is both extremely easy and also potentially challenging…you decide.  but the joke still stands… I will likely acheive them all IN perhaps even ONE day no less who knows.  ;)  I wont fail  and that is why you see

no resolutions to quit tobacco consumption, lose/gain weight  better maintain health as I get older that may be fair more challenging and each and ever of those type of goals if not achieved leads to horrendous guilt that atop being a failure should I not attain them I’m a liar and promise breaker atop that-  enjoy your resolutions I choose this year to instantly for get these and still likely achieve them all easily in their due time

 

here y’all go: since I’m to figure out not what smiles are worth or which ones wanted- here’s more make of them or just make them !. if you w/ you will:D

 

the breakfast travesty:

white cheddar bagle- it’s a breakfast! really is but  details! the blueberry bagel discovery? um not so much with the white cheddar- bit too avante gaurd for me  who ever has suffered the surprise of details that so easily could be avoided if one had either looked or paid attention or what not? KNOWN!  hee hee-

 

the breakfast travesty  leads to redemption. of a sort:

 

so i have been at this house about 20 hours and in general so often here that my tea stash here is still current and there was? PRIZE egg nog leftover for it.  I’m acrually uncomfotably chilled. it’s not warm here. so, after noting I was utterly dissatified with breakfast both still hungry and not amused with chedar blueberry as a combination- I’ve just made the tea hinted at

www.republicoftea.com  or republic of tea’s  Ginger Peach it’s a double tube of circular bags so expect a double price- they’re most often in the usa at natural food stores.  thanks to a long pasded friend I learned of how to like tea and milk because of her perpetual mornings of bigelow’s constant comment” tea- but one day she made this and later made ME make it so I’d remember..voila, mission accomplished,  that chai or milked tea with a spice is actually good. this tea happens to be just more ginger first and mm peach toned after not the other way around with spice second.  what is egg nog often but commercially rum extract within milk that’s artificially thickened as in NOT WITH EGGS but xantham or other gums and spiced notperhaps with cinnamon but with a variety of things… so yet again more spices  and a sugar type tone from the rum flor not actual rum.

what bother i suppose most is the thought that you can milk coffee and it holds up to not feeling like it’s watered down milk but tea however does not do that no matter how strong you make it seemingly- so many find that the purpose of the milk / cream nog… is to cut the tannin thing that makes coffee and or teas harsh on one’s belly- and adds a smoothness to the taste.  and thus with that comfort in mind if you are like me initially so used to the idea that watery milk is lame-o-rama thus coffee cream perhaps but tea/chai and yes in america we tend to think of chai as not tea which it means but a tea meant to go more with milk. to us iced tea or hot un milked is about the way it goes down what’s this british milk and tea junk!?!  but seriously if you feel that way by a truly spicier tea and make it strong enough to pain with and now milk sugar and enjoy as a chai.  

it is rather like exploring all the tastes of eggnog whether you use actual eggnog or not.  it’s rather redemptive

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spiced milk and berry concoctions become a thought on- another potion:

I must tell you that weird to me combinations will happen- I hope you never find out like I do that pink peppercorns and all spice most assuredly mix to make a “psychedelic” batch of lentils that taste and smell weird too! but some combinations also work

lingon berry jam with hot sauce… or to be blent cut your jelly/jam to a sauce consistancy with vinegar… voila sauce.  hot sauce is pepper mach sometimes garlics and onioned sometimes not- and vinegar so voila another notch!  but order a spring rol togo and mix this sauce up at home- it’s cranberry like and with a hotsauce …peppy for dipping spring rolls.  

 

yes sometimes it’s that moment how very a-team

I love it when a plan comes together

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which is far more empowering to me now and perhaps amusing or tasty for you than other thought how very tis the season of despair.  brighten up .. the joke is on you  or me. wanh wanh and I’m so happy to inform you that

the butter snaps bought it. they’re nowgone.  *pretzel thingum)

the unwanted gift.

some days , you know?

I offer out the brightest

shiny hugs, bright smiles

the best I know how

and?

womp! the reminder of

where i stand

what it’s worth

and you know there’s a?

wannnnh!

think though please

of how it wasn’t easy

I did Cain’s best

 

but in the actual truth

I am rewarded

thank you universe

and each and all of?

YOU

of course thank you

how you made my day

brightened up and special

delicious, prettier

true.

it seams I must learn

forgive me if that’s slow

what value is

so I may give it.

 

Ain’t that horse shit?

squishy-toed goop

I give, and “not my job”

to demand how you recieve

bless you

yes, bless you for

being you as you

teach me of more me

truths

so I sit awaiting

working again now

hoping the efforts pan

that I’ve grown smiles