oh the horrible depression of nothing but chilly weather where it never gets warm enough.  cooooold,  oh tragedy.  slog through the winter wastes and here’s a tissue.

 

if you’d like, here’s a link to musical accompanyment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTkgrNHRqxY&feature=fvwrel

 

 

gardermoen luft something or other not a small airport at all oslo norway.

nsb oslo to lillehammer

http://www.nsb.no/?lang=en_US

4 hundred euros to train from the airport and back?  expensive town

 

to run around on sticks

 

have someone didle with me pancakes for the halibut?

or coffee and internetting at thelibrary

http://www.815mjosa.no/norsk/lillehammer/utvalg/leseriet.html

perhaps aphotography book lol I can look at pictures

 

catch a ride on the old in regular service steamer

skibladner

and watch out it has fine dining

 

well?

I warn you – it is not meant to be served cold. so enjoy your vodka savored joy. arcus brands linie aquavit or potato vodka

warm

yay….smell the caraway and sarcasm… atleast I like the quintessential rye bread tast of caraway.

 

are you kidding?  lighten up

a stroll through norway need be a depression.. it could be rather fun.

 

it’s a tortilla looking thing called archer farms ultra thing pizza crust -

classico brand sundried tomato alfredo
 - yes a cream sauce

not sure if it was trader joes or kroger brand sweet italian sausage cooked down in a pan with water to a small crumble

hard salami …mmmm.

(cheeses are low moisture mozz and smokey provolone )

 

this was NOT a vegetarian special.this was indulgance.

provolone to burn bubble with garlic salt fresh made garlic cheesebread, Mike’s chex party mix, cheeselogs, sodas, pepperidge farms milano slices and similar also milano rounds with cream filling. this was  the grub

the drinks a variety of throwback sodas and akroger mandarin only I liked a bunch and raspberry lemonade.

the sidney swans seem to have this one in hand.

 

 

its after midnight, the coach is safely back to being dinner again as cinderella made it back from the ball.  yes, it’s coming up on october and thus time to celebrate the pumpkin.  I failed to find what i was after but I am not heartbroke as I found a lot of neat new ideas for pumpkins and a variety of well, varieties.

one stuffed pumpkin …that purdy

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another shot after the stuffed pompions is the recipe below, with pictures, even if it isn’t what I was after

http://gulfcoastfoods.wordpress.com/2011/10/24/native-american-inspired-stuffed-pumpkin-recipe/

 

Lakota squash

 

a bit more on the varieties we do not often see – heirloom pumpkins…if anyone has a link to source seeds – this would be extra cool for comment reading

http://www.gardenoffriendship.org/gardening/articles/vol1009disc.html

 

somewhere out there…in a cupboard – FERMENTING…. is a fine gift of this taste of America.  this is what it looks like a pumpkin bread kit but also the non traditional way to send internationally a pumpkin pie try… if one remember that the canned filling of the pumpkin is also good for pie   all that is required is a piecrust which is locally available and so ass to not waste the kit, one can substitute ….zucchini or bananas with optional nuts to complete the kit if poaching for a pie.     yes, Woman, I’m smiling at you but wagging that finger that says winter is gone spring here for you best get after it or pie season will be over!   HUG.

 

pumpkin art

or,

Cinderella is still in the coach!

http://abduzeedo.com/awesome-carved-pumpkin-art

 

Malaysian Pumpkin Soup

just imagine some additional GARLIC SHRIMP garnishing this International TREAT

recipe – with weird translation lol

http://www.squidoo.com/recipes-from-malaysia

optional garlic shrimp tapas

http://www.americastestkitchen.com/recipes/detail.php?docid=11801

(trial subscription asked for but picture is listed, if you’re uncomfortable, there is another link below)

http://www.instructables.com/id/Gambas-al-Ajillo-Garlic-Shrimp-Tapas/

 

and,:D last but not least, if you ever need to get scientific, there is the mega green option of making your pumpkin into its own battery to power your halloween GREEN style

for more and how,

http://ecse.bd.psu.edu/~csc104/pumpkin/pumpkin.html

(Penn State)

 

 

 

don’t look out, reach out.

low and wide the beryllium badger stance
as it rolls into the gauntlet dire
the battle choice, to nap child under armor mats
or crouch adult sphinx eying fate

Thank God for equality
for we roll on warrior and warrioress
I determined awake to gallantry
ye to see it coming fire-eyed alive.

Warning whispers Showing up is gold
to link arms with others so bold
we can take on squawking punks
such is the temptations passing by

so here so now so close
discovery’s hand tickles awareness
turning you around for reveal
to dine on fire’s eye in fear, headless

earthquaking arcing under mats like ground
as our badger”s eye roll in sight of sky
too busy were we to call forth with war’s shriek
but moan that of quieter pleasure’s seized

and thus more arrive to link arms
we know this rolling into camp
the gauntlet claimed all calling war
it’s something only a notion can trace

and with that my windows open
for the breezy ease of moon’s sorrowed tears
to await again dawn inhaling fire’s orb
to make much of opportunities tried.

Hit & Run

pedestrians have the right of way with the exception of interstate highways.  I used to remember carrying a white cane indicating I’m blind to add further deference to what this means.    laws are being changed to reflect how if you leave the scene of the accident it’s punishable by up to six years in jail – the same punishment for being drunk and doing it.  

seems to me you only need a car to mow down troublesome people.  6 years if they find you only because they had to try to say there is justice. 

http://denver.cbslocal.com/2012/09/23/1-killed-in-hit-run-on-south-broadway/

http://www.denverpost.com/breakingnews/ci_21407192/denver-pedestrian-killed-hit-and-run-accident-near

http://kdvr.com/2012/08/27/police-hit-and-run-crashes-involving-pedestrians-jump-dramatically/

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You’ll have to look for this one.  I can’t find a picture across  the main retailer and and auxilery one, and two picture search engines.

 

archer farms *target stores* loaded baked potato soup… not soup mix  soup 17.3 oz carton like the  soup broths…

this is zesty with www.savoryspiceshop.com/ ‘s smokey hill cheese powder. 

 

 

• Intuition is spirituality – to me
• in my history, I’m not encouraged to be intuitive
• jw’s have a specific taste in this rationale

 
jw’s also have a distaste to college advancement as it questions
I disregarded the Smurfs being of Satan (cartoon blueberries aren’t of Satan)
I did worry that taking philosophy in college would steal away god

College

• I took philosophy in college and kept my god
• The Harvard trained professor didn’t rattle that hard just anyone
• I would have had a larger interest but guiding is what I’m after and he didn’t get on with me
• The professor attended church and thus was not interested in explaining too deeply if he was atheistic/practical versus stupid

atheism arrogance

• I don’t care a fig if you worship rocks. tell me why & get me involved!
• I do care when I cant be something because I’m a brainless twit of no value breathing in oxygen forever and always because I believe in a Judeo-Christian model set of faith.
• faith the definition for instance has chanced from one based on “proof    (this one you have to scroll down to sectionbiblical faith and  relief and to it’s 3rd paragraph’s first sentence – biblical faith is baseduponadequate evidence.)- an educated guess to a pro atheistic silly ass blind hope….or gullible belief in what one is told to think. thus believing in god has no rational value hence the arrogant dismall of anyone not on one side or the other.

and to take in that line at the end….
I’m careful
careful of those who laugh at faith
the laughers of faith
because they may be right, but where the fuck does this leave me but only without faith
a blanket that comforts…not so much in saving heat or eliminating rain but a weight like a hand or a hug when it’s all tits up in life and reason only leads me to end mine.

 

yes, this isn’t particularly logical – but so the hell what   I’m comforted by knowing there is something better, feeling it, believing it, feeling there is some rational chance it’s true or soon enough will be.  this as opposed to a non magical life of wow that happened who cares.

sing to the original

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7S2OcGACbUI

lyric model

http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/televisiontvthemelyrics-50s60s70s/diffrentstrokes.htm

 

 

a Hi to the hood – junk food here I come steppin’ feet step step

towards a nutritional choice  yum crumbs, tastin’ right but dumb

I’ll skip the candy corn, but junk  is what I seek

miles 3 each way, damn, that’ll help me fit my jeans.

 

thus I took diff’rent steps

christ sakes, diff’rent steps

christ sakes, diff’rent steps to snack world

 

singularly, here’s my ordinary tale

singularly I took steps to eat

It mattered very much what I got-it cost a lot

so what

I got mine I got mine and I got MINE

by the way it tastes fine!

y

Cause to target I took Diff’rent steps to junk world

Yes I did

6 miles, Diff’rent Steps to junk WORLD

 

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yeah talk about a quick prayer at chuck woolery point ( 2 block  up and 2 blocks over) knowing it was nothing but everything to finish it.. huff huff huff, I havent walked that far in 4 years.  yes I took 2 breaks inwhich to cross to major intersection as in less than a minute each and thus can still walk 3 miles nonstop each way… including uphill at pace. not ful pace lol but pace.

 

bet you want a beer now that you don’t have toput forth the effort    blue moon with orange slice avai..lable til I swill it down, pretzle sticks and a jar of queso, orange and nectar cans, quick hint, tamarind does NOT mix.  a 8 pack of taster’s choice so I have flippin coffee next week.. sick of going without….he doesn’t consume coffee or tea and never has so ug I can suffer instant…and I got the wrong tea for morning cup.  and I got this kraft brand jalepeno cheese sticks? omg yum.
 and while I recommend not eating them, a pack of lighters.

I’m stable at 7 cigareetes a day down from 17.  while it isn’t a fight to have that few, it is a real snarl not to smoke when I want to. a real snarl.  this is by the way 6 days in. I’m not cheating.  my numbers match known scientific data from pipe to cigarettes. I’m being good on nicotine imput.  just in case you wanted to know I meant it went I said I wanted to cut down and quit- you know I have results growing toward that aim.  I’ve found for me breaking the x often factor has to happen first along with actual intake…I’ve had the best results being chinese sissy labor about quiting.

and yeah I felt like a sitcom trying to get to the store and back.

I grew up with electronics.  I wasn’t mr logic so I didn’t learn to program past simple infinite loops.   I didn’t have every single experience available – but I did enjoy many  here is   a small list of computer games- One I didn’t get to know of t but the lady sure was a celebrity.

if I could do more than infinite loops LOL this might have been more fun

 

 

the old games

what follows is the old games available wow

even though this is to pc games, the back in the day was apple ii.

http://www.myabandonware.com/game/car-builder-h
http://www.myaba—ndonware.com/game/karateka-8b

two games i knew on the old apple ii ‘s  I suppose oregon trail existed but I didn’t recall playing it for fun.

later in the age of the bbs was
http://www.myabandonware.com/game/empire-original-1og

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and  a game I obviously didn’t see at school lol
http://www.myabandonware.com/game/dr-ruths-computer-game-of-good-sex-7v

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I believe this was the machine  the lucky time in life I owned a mac.

http://www.everymac.com/systems/apple/mac_performa/specs/mac_performa_630.html

 

later came favorites I lament losing but time marches on. 

a pacman clone done in PASCAL?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YID0sl50h8c&noredirect=1

happyweed 1.2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNGl1yG6GZU

– toshiba t1100 – It still technically worked in 2007 from 1991  when it was recycled you know tossed, it was the longest lasting computer I ever had

I also had a screen reader computer a dos machine that I could see yes, hence the game below but also could play monopoly on also below and it didn’t look even this pretty as I had a blue on beige monochrome half screen  – however, I could close my eyes and play anyway as mine talked….why yes I’ll aution the property to me for one dollar thus it/I cheated

http://www.matthewleverton.com/pics/monopoly.png

oddly enough a cheese graphicbadic game called landmine…  landmine.bas  the followwing isn’t it you had to start at the top left corner and get to the bottom right  no number of  yeah the rest is minesweeper but you got a grenade or two to improve your chances not some sissy flags.

http://joewing.net/programs/games/javascript/landmine.shtml

while it was onthere, I never really did figure out this following

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leather_Goddesses_of_Phobos

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the dell approach…would haveworked so so much better if I didn’t need to scratch the motherboard.

remember nstorm games  I liked the elf bowling… of course you can find it but  it’s so easy to also find a virus so boo bye bye to time the good stuff.

Elf Bowling 2

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the WebTV  ahh,  below it still works and thus I’m still there lol what was that password 10 years ago?  lol this is how I taught my mom to use a computer. yes. I couldn’t interest her in the better macintosh, it took a wetv to get her to use it often enough to duplicate thus remember what she did .  this allow her to step into the modern world. 

I kinda wish I had a picture or two from the time but um, bummer.

http://itsyourturn.com/

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I’ve owned another dell desktop, one fancy dell laptop, a toshiba laptop, and a loaner dell desktop lol, and this current asus laptop.

the shittiest computer I’ve owned  cost use  the fancy dell laptop, even a used mac that lasted a few months was a better value.    the best electronic purchase I made was the webtv believe it or not including the over priced internet access.  best damn deal I had – and I taught my mom online with it bonus.    longevit and value still has toshiba up there as it’s the longest machine in use I ever had. over 16 years and it still worked when it met it’s maker *it’s fault were the ac in jack was lose and the battery  didn’t work so if you breathed or farted it lost power start over…)