I set out at before eleven am and didn’t return til 420pm there was an hour I generously allow for breaks but I doubt highly I sat that long  so i was moving 4+ hours.  I did my best to sort the routes i really took according to google and I’m right around 30miles   I cant peddle uphill on a single gear bicycle well so I had to walk a good chunk of the hills…not nearly all of them mind you just the lions share.  I lost my lunch tied to the rack within my hat damn that.  I got where i was going and no one was there and i mean I road about all four intersection corners for a good mile each corner  no red necks and no mexicans and no cars with suspicious characters period.  so my ultimate goal of making cash was defeated and it cost me yet again dearly to try the take portion of whether this guy can give… nope and I just don’t want to try for the pattern.  and  so thuroughly wind blown

chicken spinach sausage with basil linguini alfredo.  coffee soon enough is toasted almond amaretto.  

I already ate the snickers  and why yes, I do feel sorta satisfied.

 

cornfused or just don’t give one flying fuhdiddle?  well I can help on the first part  I know of the husband of a sister’s friend who sells fireworks each season as a great way to make addittional cash.  I took time to ask about for his number but it was a busy social weekend and I was not granted that luck to do more than cast dice.  gamble that he’d work a sunday.  this person is latino and employs long standing people from his life who are straight up redneck  as in deep south from boys and proud of it complete down to their own moonshine connection.  good stuff I might add.  due to the easy nature of catching community hell these operations are made to be mobile as in moved off quickly incase the local pfief is not there to buy his own.

 

so my net result was a lost hat one version of lunch a good feeling that I can still do quite a lot as I remember michigan outside of ann arbor at fourteen where it was sea level and 47 miles  this days lesser me and lesser material.. yeah actually I weigh 20 less that than I did at 14 which was 189 to tadays I should have stopped ug anhyways  you get the idea  it was not a pleasure cruise type of ride I wouldn’t want to do that as it’s very frustrating seeing how little i see thus being unable to use any down hills to advantage to get back up bigger hills because safety first I have to allow for someone sure enough without fail to cut me off as if it never occurs to even note I was there..  yes that level of frustration of mainly my own deficiencies as if that’s anyone else’s fault or any more than my  choices lol as duh hazzards happen one way or another anyways my attitude about my own choices is my own choice… well needless to say you try navigating blind it’s  unpleasant having to stop wave on the idiot after the peddle spun back and bit your shin…. thank you for yielding to traffic ma;am thank you for paying attention  or honking leaving a blind exit to alert traffic  *some exits are indeed alley like)    I have absolutely zero faith that anyone remembers why any of these laws of the road exist because no damn person out there is demonstrates safety or courtesy-  cars fifty years ago were death trap boats and there was precision driving and paralell parking  and less laws….  before you agree yay for the old days!  haha on you it’s because of the good old days that wweren’t we have the laws we do now.

 

now again if you didn’t care in the first place that a lefitimately legally blind guy who hates exercise as a rule without purpose that is I don’t mind a hike or some skiing or something     but don’t buy the gig work as fun  just that one must work to have some fun… well then yeah you don’t care bully for you you’ve just wasted yet again more time learning I am aware you were hoping for something useful to your lives and I apparentlhy do not have that…. past a little entertainment as in I did awww get a bobboo  cutting cutoff by a person turn right  who put their signal on behind me … I mean aww little owie from some elses bad driving can just as easily mean hey dumb fuck blind asshole you know You yourself cant drive so stay the fuck out of others way  bummer you got hurt but i’d wager if you stayed out the way you’d have not gotten a scratch… or welcome to the road…said sarcastically.

 

I mean legitimately  one should laugh at the misfornes of others.  try to take advantage of maybe work and wha wha? on a sunday their slow day- dud call first the right people cant get a number dude bummer call first it really avoids long jouyrneys with no outcome.  

 

lol I literally am still good for 50km  woot are you kidding me, it was a lite day for traffic snarls or personal kaflubbles seven lucky chances at death or dismembermemt thanks usually to someone else  someone else will stop or cars first nevermind that crosswalk thing.  all in all a great day with a great dinner to go with it.

http://almondcoffeed.wordpress.com/2013/06/29/a-fiver-on-three/

yes, on that new place.

I have archived this site so I am not writing this to my usual standards of english and editing prowess.  I also have begun to find reinforcing ways to not share disappointing or frustrating moments because everyone wants to know but such doesn’t uplift me.  These statement leave little exposition and thus GREAT opportunjity to POETRY.  Here we go

 

sparkly sarcasm

splashed with the cynacism

I get DOUBLE FORMS!

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what what why some much?

somebody didn’t checkbox

high bill – there went lunch

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in the knick! of time

a bill after a good week

I asked? for this crime?

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lol.  the exposition is simple I visited voc rehab in  april and by the time they noted i didn’t file for an account ssa now needs to perform a medical update on me.  I have apparently been over to the darkside.  also with precise regularity i am being asked 38 hours from the point of opening a fica account to prove I deserve my benefits – spot on efficiency or what?  I visit the doctor and it’s 92 more than expected and thus someone check-boxed something meaning medicare doesn’t have to pay as it’s unnecessary tests. this is 46 a lab up from 2005′s 40 which is about right or one test at 92 which is about right for labs to have doubled in cost in 8 years…whichever.  I’m off work due to a quarantine…isn’t this when squawking for money should occur?

 

lucky you you get the exposition anyways.  betcha it ruins the high poetry of it all

I have a gallon of prison wine needing rack/tranfer it’s time.  I am to do this but while i do so it’s time to make my fancy phone show you what i’m doing.

I used spring water versus tap so the campden tablets is for color protection and clearing more than anything.  if i siphon transfer my wine right It’ll clear soon enough and with as little sediment/yeast as possible.  wish me luck as here we go

I’m using potassium metabisulfite or something like that and it has to be crushed and thats a wipe my coffee mill out after thing and  i have a different gallon jug with lid to let it do its thing.

 

 

half or two bottles survives the siphoning and suphiting process  this will obvious clearn some as it sits, it’s rather spicy if you ask me and you should as I’m the only idiot brewing tasting and such .  this will make a fine salad accompanyment soon enough.

the following is a song and a reaction…  Parody TIME  click the link for the tune and laugh as I’m 10% of it’s views….ooooo! I am! the superfan.

Zoid – From Here To l.A.

for information on the band….

http://www.glorydazemusic.com/articles.php?article_id=4187

this is the best i could hear…this really isn”t that big a problem with sequentially constructed music… maybe i was a tad heavy handed with the first  my actual reaction to the song?

 

zoid – from here to l.a.

time, not on our side no
we did all our best
we thought it would last like before

time?… is it so hard to see
the scene that’s not real
but we still have feel
and believe

It’s such a long way from here to l.a.
it was a dream i had
not to long ago
it seems so far away from here to la
it was a dream I had
and i wander.

you you are much wiser now
you made your mistakes
now you got what it takes.
oh wow?

take take all the time you need
you will get so high
you;ll see.

next verse
chorus

you seem so much wiser now
you made your mistakes
you got what it takes.
oh wow?

chorus/adlid chorus to fade

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disillusionment close.

lust, you must bust your ass. so-
dream that little dream
blind to obsticles that life brings
for fame re-deemed
bars, note how all but your lights are low
this is to hide
how many throw down their fives
what’s our ‘door?
music-bankruptcy, and/or betty ford
oh how many have been had
who counted the door
you’d be rock and roll ’til they closed the doors
count just gas and the beers
more than the ‘door
I, I am much higher now
no, not on drugs
but with buddha hugs
yeah, life…wow.
this, it is all there is
you jizz, as I shout
come on, baby give me that pout
peace out or bedroom roll?
music-bankruptcy, and/or betty ford
oh how many have been had
who counted the door
you’d be rock and roll ’til they closed the doors
I was awesome, I was bad
my nights squandered…
trap, a trap -oh- it is
bar flies buzz the turds
you’ll think it’s your words
funny lies.
musc-bankruptcy, and/or betty ford
oh how many have been had
who counted the door
you’d be rock and roll ’til they closed the doors
count just gas and the beers
more than the ‘door

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Pop of our DAY

pop pop-music not gum, yo
that my yesterday’s dream
when i umped up and screamed
give me more
pop just like ice it melts
hot once in its time
today nearly a crime
how cruel time
it’s a short way to the family albums
laugh how cool’s now sad
yes roll on the floor
oh my back broke moving the albums
the muusic of y’ore
is quite the chore
flex er ollllll
laugh, laugh your balls right off cuz’
todays justin beiber
aint 80′s gibson whose sweeter
yes lets wretch
talent talent is opinin so
do you really know
if your’rose or blow
check the bank.
it’s a short way to history’s albums
wanna punch the photographer bad?
only when i look RAD!
I just blink and now its albums??
was it twenty years
or one too many beers
laugh, laugh your balls right off ‘cuz
50′s beaver cleaver
is now kardashian fever
and teen mom’s
it’s a short way into the relic bin
yes come one blink
yep you’re now an old fink
it’s a short time fast as a blink
sing out your glory days
oh in the.. day

   Some pulsating thinkers offer up today whether it is one way or another but which way is best? thoughts to gnaw and comment upon.  you may find @Promisessunshinshine ‘s discussion potential on whether it is worse to fail to live up to expectations or whether it is worse not to have had any expectations at all…here.  or you may look up @Jasonwl ‘s pulse on whether it is worse to have others see you directly or indirectly …here.    Both are fun topics to think and muse upon…..yet they both divert me today from worrying I have failed at work (which in substance I have AND yet have not all at once.)  This parody also help set forth my notion upon the topics about xanga …. are we ‘(living in a) “Land of Confusion‘” as Genesis once sung?  I Do not believe so.  

 

Disney’s Sir Hiss as a Smug Snake

http://static.tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pub/images/sirhiss_3609.jpg

 

Our World Makes Sense. 

Martin Luther King spoke of his dream 
his namesake nailed up theses begging for a clean 
take a chance – gather and meet 
champion a new world to wake up and greet. 

Careful of gossip’s hiss “it wont go your way” 
because that is true compromise ‘ll see to that okay? 
thus perspective can go either way 
leaving worries it’s all gone astray 

it’s all going to heck 
and my presence is but a speck 
but one voice is what it takes 
and love’s hope spread all around 
open your eyes 
to OUR world making sense 

These lands we live within 
and our voices making action 
stop polluting it with just diction 
quietly prove the new world here. 

oh wannabe hero starting the fire 
yes, there’s glory from a mire 
Don’t be that man! hero of darkest Hours 
adulation is nothing compared to your own power 

plenty long is our time 
and any is that special place 
you are the child of the future 
sharing all the love that goes around 
and that implies this, our world makes sense 

These lands we live within 
and our voice’s action 
stop polluting it with just diction 
quietly prove the new world now. 

was it better yesterday, 
when we had less that felt like more? 
it WAS simpler – but longer were our chores 
what was novel then, is now a common sight 
and that means we are jaded 
forgetting the magic smile in what is. 
in this here now.- 

I’m home now and all night 
it’s for me to keep my place right 
never mind fetid airy promises 
be just action, simple and neat. 

it’s not all going to heck 
yes, my presence is but a speck 
but one voice is all it takes 
and love’s hope spread around 
open your eyes 
to our world making sense 

These lands we live within 
and our voice’s action 
stop polluting it with noisy cries 
quietly be our future now. 

These lands we live within 
and us creating our satisfactions 
look around rejoicing in who is standing 
for what is now and forever more.

Complete with a tomato Rose, this is rouladen with au jus and firecracker beans.

nutritional info

1/3 roulade and beans is roughly 450 calories with the only thing to be overly careful of is cholesterol content att 45% of the RDA otherwise it’s 36% calories from fat, and 33% RDA of sodium for the “MAN” portion. under fifteen grams of fat and that’s the entire dish with side so you see it qualifies as heart healthy as it is under 40% Calories from fat.

Yes this time this is both my food and my photograph.

 

now i made five rouladen round steak pounded tween plastic wrap, onions slow cooked with roasted garlic cloves then fried up with a splash of cocacola then as i could cook the red bell pepper with garlic as someone hated onions i did that separate    now the bacon 1to 2 strips apiece per roulade were cooked up…then toothpicked the rolled up topped steak.  these were arranged in casserole pans and then bathed in 3 cups bullion water beef foiled and cooked for an hour then uncovered an hour at 350F preheated oven.  the left over juice was reduced and put in a side cup.  

the fire cracker beans were bacon then tomato diced from a can with fennel hunts brand and the bacon made into bits along with a sprinkle of garlic herb.  the beans were frozen and added to the pan with a splash of water covered and stirred occasionally .

now to get them to work as you see it with some plastic wrap of course and we shall see if i might get a shot at not so much cooking but a floating day in the kitchen.  garunteed no, but what harm is there trying to curry a bit of more pro time cooking?  just a day will do

I’m procrastinating as it’s my day off.  I have slept in and even taken a nap…but it should be wafting…yes, smells from the kitchen.  I have only one todo meal to get to and that is Roulades

afteran apic letter to this week’s partner in crime, I have this thoughtful advice == don’t bust my ass.  I’m just going to laugh because i never had a very big one anyways so much so I’m practically having  a hank hill chuckle about the prostetic caboose.  so laugh as i put a lil oomph not doo doo but effort in the to do…. but not too much.

i also get to go to the store get food stuff, and dishwasher soap and come home to do laundry as I’m working tomorrow so boss in less than one week gets to be ill and take in a funeral  please send up the universal awwwww because i seriously doubt this is what she had in mind for taking time off…a lot of it in the month of june.

 

roulades are pounded steak rolled up with german goodness.  those expert in gastronomy will know that sounds eerily similar to a swiss steak…..I’m going downhill so to speak in a good way from the alps of switzerland where they too speak some german to germany himself for a different array of things to roll up into a steak.   swiss steak is vegetables in a braised steak and the vast majority of things I’ve got recipes for ammount to rolling up a condiments shelf into a steak with bacon… voila roulade.

so slow it down on the vegetable content and add bacon… manly cuisine..  

 

allllll right this means i have the hours to cook it and it has to be cooked late as the house is summer warm now with no a/c so add that i must go to bed and after awwww a long day of work to go in on my lunch moment to?  roulade the kitchen folk my big boy never missed his wheaties and the nicest ladyever as she’d alway say hello and perhaps the other nice one who shepparded me home from the supermarket.    but the point is i’m playing showofff sure i like to cook but with a point as i’d like to get some pro kitchen time in and have this too as a skill… why? that’s another blog

 

so out comes thplastic wrap and i happen to have failed to use the industrial sized roll in my kitchen when i moved last year plus here. to top counters  and steak to be pounded with…no not a fancy meat mallet i can’t afford one but probably a coffee cup….just remember not to use the actual handle or you’ll brak the cup….everybody with the “any tool can be the right tool” (red green show)     this may rest and or marinate in the fridge while i cook down it’s innards.

the innards I propose because i’m confident i can make them are slowwww cooked onion and peppers  with garlic or essentially a fajita medley.  there is also the bacon which must have some crispe so i may sweat it so my veggies are cooked in bacon.  or just nuke it in paper towel because that’s how i deal with bacon typically.  yes extra crisp bacon can be had from a microwave too  mmmmm. bet me if you gave me a sour face about my insanity.

 

rouladen topped with the mega yummy joy of sweet vegetation are rolled and toothpicked and placed with a cooking casserole rather tightly

 

anyone who know’s life knows i went to the store the close one for half the list and spent twice as much lol  and returned to porch with beers and then drug myself to the dishes part one and the emergency have to do it laundry or nudityand fired because i’m not in the sex industry…and now back to the recipe

 

once the toothpicked rolled roasts are in the casserole/pan it’s time to foil the crime of it took too long to cook…. i.e. i do not have 2 hours to simmer this in a pan after 2- minutes twice to yummilily crust /brown the things i don’t.  so it’s a new technique here envisioned…. casserole in floated liquid liddeed with foil to cook/braise through the yummies. then slice yes with the toothpicks and fry the patties .

 

or in otherwords i just flat out don’t have time to make this but i wannt crisped edges and a face worth presenting.

 

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I am making food and i hope to spoil some lunches as mine was spoiled yestersomething sunday when the dog stoll my keys leaving me a quandry of being an activities assistant with a locked cupboard of stuff to do.  and yes, it was a bit of a bummer i didn’t have the ringing endorsements of my choices of activities all weekend cupboards or no, I don’t have a lock on every fun moment nor the key…but i do try. and i am exceedingly expressive…. so you bet your boots if you poop on my planned activities oh yes we’ll do something but it wont’t be as fun.  trust me .  

 

so my highlites of the weekend finished were my first big adaption did up a lead zeppelin… wqe were to play battleship as a hroup and i was defeated by every single person mentally capable of playing so would have had to play both sides by myself defeating all points of fun for ME.  so fought to get interaction with the gange and tried but the concepts are beyond them… you would be surprised how hard it really is to imagine a 1- by 1- gridded map/board and place within that matrix a side by side up or down or across set of pices and then guess mine and alert me to how well i guess theirs.  it is not an easy set of concepts.  this means they never played or liked the game so next on my list is mastermind wich is to play quess a color.  they don’t care for the sequence i’m sure but red green blue yellow or some other color means we have a mathmatical probability of 16 or 74  for the games and I’m doing new shit candy coated for the people who don’t care.

the above picture is of rouladen as i expect to make them

now for battleship and mastermind pictures and iomagine a low budget  well not really i have all the colors of dry erase markers as i have a nice budget compared to some places to make with the passing time.

*boss bought it all in this last year including books and magazines to run activities and I’m very grateful because that is what I’ve used religiously for my activities.  thank you boss)

invented in 1970

just imagine me drawing out the map[ed grid and all this to play on a dry erase white board.  i do not lack intelligence now you have more proof without more than two pieces of paper a box of markers and a pen  and sadly for my cjob an hour to make it up because i lost the keys thank you pooch. this was an afternoon activity and will be again tomorrow with one resident.

 

Day 3 of my first week on the job is in the can.  This was the first day I was left to do so solo.  The reward is that….well there are many rewards and they are first and foremost that I CAN perform my tasks comprehensively and cohesively, I have a limited ability to adapt within the limits of what i was taught are allowed, I’ve some sense of an ability to say both yes and NO and it is honoured, and duh, I actually have a paying JOB of the Real variety for the first time – time card included – in 12 years.  The largest worries  of safety, required reporting as well as the tasks needing doing to be reported upon, andhow tofloat at least withing about the cattiest line of work ever – medical arent gone but at least they are addressed so they are a concern like any other.  I can help people’s older loved ones enjoy activities  while also constructively monitoring and providing that non-precisely medical care.  I am today an activities assistant.  The rest of the stuff is in process…as in how to do it both right and better….you know, as i’m there longer.

First night: heh, visit mom’s house and get home late and in a robe… how to punish adults…keep them up past their bed time and dress them up funn…  I have a pair of slacks in process of being altered to actually fit correctly

yesterday’s highlight was pick and mix beer.  I tried wynkoop brewing company’s b3k black lager which was acceptable – as “black beers” it’s still murphy”s irish stout, negro modello, dechuette’s blackbutte, fullsail brewing black label and fuiness i mean i do like it just not paramount and now wynkoop’s b3k.  the other beers on the list in the pick and mix were hoegaarden, redd’s apple ale, sapporo, breckenridge vanilla porter and sierra nevada’s pale ale.

tonight’s joy was chinese – buck a scoop – and i am stuffed  chicken in black pepper sauce with steamed rice a diet coke and egg role with the hot mustard.  mom got hong kong chicken which is closer to sweet and sour chicken but of course not exactly with vegetable fried rice and  the coke and egg rp;;/.

the funniest thing that happened at work today was the fam of one visited complete with teenaged grand daughter… what day is it? bingo.  what do i play for?  hugs.  but lucky me today i had hokey prizes too.  so after impossible trivia bingo I call a number and  let’s see if you can guess what happened.  ”aw, geez.” is sounded to which momma looks over and laughs beating me to guessing what happened which is?

daughter got bingo…aww geez – a hug’s coming heheheheheheh…. there are days my cantankerous souls delights in playing bingo because the “win”  is whoopee wheeeee i get a ….HUG. say thiat sarcastically now

 

 

I has work tomorrow…. OKAY!  Alright!  I have work tomorrow.  So like any a good boy or girl, I take my meds swish through the dental care and take my medication…. and try to catch that edge or MAKE that edge to fall asleep on time…. to rest for it.  Here I am 4 hours later awake.  I did a DUMB thing.  I tried to be good.  I will pay for this… VERY dearly.  

first off, I have avoided my medication collection in it’s entirety because I haven’t gotten it right.  I had to have it adjusted so I remember it’s orders better which had my taking my insulin for all day baseline at night because I have to take it opposite of another medication for blood pressure reduction which directly conflicts with it.  if one takes insulin a very obvious thing ca happen… I will have energy as this is the very stuff putting energy out there to be made use of.   So think about this very carefully, if i take energy before bed it MAY if i’ve a lot of fuel about in my system give me too much of a boost.    bye bye sleep.  to compound this actual good thing; energy,  I thought more good thoughts like how to approach my very real job with real pressures to accomodate others in a corporate setting of profossional behaviour to illicit the feeling of competance… that i might just go further and quit smoking since with a schedule of expectations i will be back to better care of myself…so last thought of even further goodness before bed and out like a light I went….

I am up to a beautiful night drizzle and it’s freshness, wide awake after a refreshing nap not night’s sleep having been sooo dumb to be far too good to myself and thus not quite correctly good enough damn it.  That, was dumb.

 

shhhhhh this freshness sings

bringing blessed rain’s comfort

sing spring night rain, sing.

 

 mango apple cream

sing with seltzer about ice

Italian Soda.

 

Will I

Will I