June 5, 2013
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THAT Was DUMB.
I has work tomorrow…. OKAY! Alright! I have work tomorrow. So like any a good boy or girl, I take my meds swish through the dental care and take my medication…. and try to catch that edge or MAKE that edge to fall asleep on time…. to rest for it. Here I am 4 hours later awake. I did a DUMB thing. I tried to be good. I will pay for this… VERY dearly.
first off, I have avoided my medication collection in it’s entirety because I haven’t gotten it right. I had to have it adjusted so I remember it’s orders better which had my taking my insulin for all day baseline at night because I have to take it opposite of another medication for blood pressure reduction which directly conflicts with it. if one takes insulin a very obvious thing ca happen… I will have energy as this is the very stuff putting energy out there to be made use of. So think about this very carefully, if i take energy before bed it MAY if i’ve a lot of fuel about in my system give me too much of a boost. bye bye sleep. to compound this actual good thing; energy, I thought more good thoughts like how to approach my very real job with real pressures to accomodate others in a corporate setting of profossional behaviour to illicit the feeling of competance… that i might just go further and quit smoking since with a schedule of expectations i will be back to better care of myself…so last thought of even further goodness before bed and out like a light I went….
I am up to a beautiful night drizzle and it’s freshness, wide awake after a refreshing nap not night’s sleep having been sooo dumb to be far too good to myself and thus not quite correctly good enough damn it. That, was dumb.
shhhhhh this freshness sings
bringing blessed rain’s comfort
sing spring night rain, sing.
mango apple cream
sing with seltzer about ice
Italian Soda.
Will I
Will I
Will I
Will I
Will I
Will I
Rest UPWill I
Will I
Will I
Will I
Sleep
Comments (10)
The first four hours of work will absolutely suck. Don’t you worry, though, after the extra coffee (or maybe tea, in your case) kicks in, you’ll take an aspirin for that lack-of-sleep headache, and knowing the day is winding down and there is more work behind you than there is ahead, you’ll catch that second wind. The day will be done, and you’ll be on your own time. Then, you get to do it all over again the next day. Yay!
@sleekpunk - graduated scale of sucking til the day’s done smiles?
got it . I’m not prone to headaches in that manner. mine are dry eye/clogged/eyestrain monsters more often than not so yeah check, got the systane gel 
I’m finally sleepy yes there is time for more sleep too. I’m curious if I’ve time enough to get a good travel mate tea/coffee type cup for warm lorrie loads of tea as i’ve only so much time to make any..I can connive some island mango and some bavarian wild berry off sis’ stove they’re both mine anyways the…well the berry’s mine she’s the mango nut. and dumb tonight or not I have to get more insulin going I’m losing weight that’s the sign so back to what works before I do not.
I hope you get your meds and your sleep sorted. I suck at sleeping a full night through myself.
I slept a solid 6 hours. I have no trouble getting to sleep except that my wife was very late getting back from the gym so we could Skype. That kept me up past midnight. I end up drowsing at my desk after lunch. It could get me into trouble but so far hasn’t been a problem.
Yay for work! Hang tough! You can do it!
Hope you get the rest and sleep you need!
I love these poems…I commented them on your OTHER site!
HUGS!!!
@Crystalinne -
sorting at this point is time ;) I suppose it’s just breath in if it works yay if not change it 
lotsa breath in breath out 
lol
@Roadkill_Spatula - six? lucky
I have to push nine more or less .
@adamswomanback - dealing with pants
then I get a nap.
I make up for it on weekends.
@Roadkill_Spatula -
so I may here this expression…It’s my DAY OFF?