June 17, 2013
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Instead Of.
Some pulsating thinkers offer up today whether it is one way or another but which way is best? thoughts to gnaw and comment upon. you may find @Promisessunshinshine ‘s discussion potential on whether it is worse to fail to live up to expectations or whether it is worse not to have had any expectations at all…here. or you may look up @Jasonwl ‘s pulse on whether it is worse to have others see you directly or indirectly …here. Both are fun topics to think and muse upon…..yet they both divert me today from worrying I have failed at work (which in substance I have AND yet have not all at once.) This parody also help set forth my notion upon the topics about xanga …. are we ‘(living in a) “Land of Confusion‘” as Genesis once sung? I Do not believe so.
Disney’s Sir Hiss as a Smug Snake
http://static.tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pub/images/sirhiss_3609.jpg
Our World Makes Sense.
Martin Luther King spoke of his dream
his namesake nailed up theses begging for a clean
take a chance – gather and meet
champion a new world to wake up and greet.Careful of gossip’s hiss “it wont go your way”
because that is true compromise ‘ll see to that okay?
thus perspective can go either way
leaving worries it’s all gone astrayit’s all going to heck
and my presence is but a speck
but one voice is what it takes
and love’s hope spread all around
open your eyes
to OUR world making senseThese lands we live within
and our voices making action
stop polluting it with just diction
quietly prove the new world here.oh wannabe hero starting the fire
yes, there’s glory from a mire
Don’t be that man! hero of darkest Hours
adulation is nothing compared to your own powerplenty long is our time
and any is that special place
you are the child of the future
sharing all the love that goes around
and that implies this, our world makes senseThese lands we live within
and our voice’s action
stop polluting it with just diction
quietly prove the new world now.was it better yesterday,
when we had less that felt like more?
it WAS simpler – but longer were our chores
what was novel then, is now a common sight
and that means we are jaded
forgetting the magic smile in what is.
in this here now.-I’m home now and all night
it’s for me to keep my place right
never mind fetid airy promises
be just action, simple and neat.it’s not all going to heck
yes, my presence is but a speck
but one voice is all it takes
and love’s hope spread around
open your eyes
to our world making senseThese lands we live within
and our voice’s action
stop polluting it with noisy cries
quietly be our future now.These lands we live within
and us creating our satisfactions
look around rejoicing in who is standing
for what is now and forever more.
Comments (27)
I hope the job keeps working out for you.
Lately I’ve become very aware of the negativity of a relative. When I think back to a few years ago and especially my youth, I think I must have been annoyingly negative at times. Now I may think negative stuff but I generally keep my mouth shut.
@Roadkill_Spatula - heheheheh, I’m trying more to do just that…. I have seen the righteousness otherwise of that ‘look’ :D However, for this instant, it is hard learning anew all that I have done and still do has it’s measure of goodness – even when I fail utterly at making what I perceive all my life is the ‘right’ way to do things. Such ‘correct’ ways are not my peculiar ways of offering to the world. but at least you have paragraphs
it saw an edit to read like i meeant it to…. hopefully now it even can sing to it’s form too.
One of the biggest changes of my life has been in the past 8 years, learning to forgive myself. When I think that I did more or less the best I could, given who I was at the time (even if it was last week), it’s easier to cut other people slack, too.
My negative expressions seek both for others to fill in the gaps so that I can understand and to fill in others’ gaps so they can understand.
@Roadkill_Spatula -
true is that statement!
one last edit maybe which will appear on that ‘opther site
wordpress’ as i still swear it makes me need to edit unlike the ffreedom to blob what i think down here in xanga. 
lol Thus five minutes conversations seeing everyone if not daily very often. cajoulling participation..yes in the now instantly fun bingo 
* you may remember my version is trivia/l and as you say cutting my own self SOME slack that they already know of my challenges which are addressable….and not me worry of their lines but let them tell me of them and …..thus in general… have that inner peace to actually listen. ;)
thus today my answer in a jepordy questiony feel is What is inner peace? I can not seem to make the correct seeming impressions be that bad luck or outright stupid oopses and worst of all this is my first two weeks! of work in which i have made many smiles andBEGIN to allow a new Rome no, not built in a day but a Rome where my boss can have a day off reasonably assured what needs doing is getting done and done the way i learn it has to be…. but chuckle some at that fear of it must be right i suffer from….worried about my lesser abilities undoing me like i sleep 12 hours through alarms legitimately not going off…I checked but dang it 2 hours late how irresponsible! or I lose my first set of keys in a decade ….how embarassingly irresponsible thank you visiting dogs…yes literally my visiting pals made dissapear keys directly at my bedside rail… or i am horribly ill-at-ease with one on one visitation with strangers as I only know well how to plasticly lead a group….but such really is the bulk of my job’s necessities just as it is also my job to encourage another’s choice chosen to begin or remain actively social while documenting areas of concern for the family and medical care staff….but most of all do all of this with a smile beggetting smiles as if it is “fun”
Yeah, those are major faux pas for the first week or two of work. I hope you find ways to wake up on time and that your boss cuts you slack. I’m sure he can tell your attitude is good at work, and that you’re doing things you need to do even though they don’t come naturally.
@Roadkill_Spatula - well, i don’t nee3d be told – apparently i did, that I need two alarm clocks independant of city power/disaster… so that’s coming as i tossed the old one. what use is an alarm that doesn’t sound? lol. i have a cellphone alarm that IG next to me will wake me which otherwise on the yesterday wasn’t…but iwill get the main machine.
as to keys, any smart person might note they usually are given in a case where there IS a backup and security/operation is less threatened. however, common security is to truly care for things not assumptively care, dogs have made off with my glasses which i had a spare then but do not now and it took three days to find them in the yard. little scamps… there is a country song lyric to the similar scamps…children… that says crayons go up one drawer higher
andwhile I expend an enormous amount of energy caring to make an impression – and that is one i care and can be competaent…. please note it has only raised my blood pressure and i’m better off not worrying…but listening. lol. I know this but apparently forget it often. as to the “firing” I have to remember without warning itmay come as this is that “line of work” but allllso remember that until I’m otherwise told i can be assured i beat out quite a lot of people for this job. 20 others and one who outright failed. - but again the words even to myself aren’t about pride but reminding me my answer or power is from within… i’m not here for the impression but the substance and i’ll be shown how to best attend to that. I shouldn’t worry as that voices and helps them worries to come true lol oops.
@jasonwl - odd way to see that worded but it can work.
Ha! I realize I’ve already commented this post on wordpress!
But I waned to stop by here with some more snake-y squeeze-y warm HUGS!!! 
If you fail at something it means you at least tried. Unless you failed at trying. Which could mean lots of things. Yes we are one person – but great changes have often been the result of one voice (sorry – seeing too many Sevenly quotes). peace & smiles
@adamswomanback - notice that at least i have a differing approach to both sites?
you could read the original 
@peacenow - lol, i’ll extort a hug out of you yet
@starmanjones - Yes, I noticed your intro was different in each posting place…pre-poem!
I commented “sunshines” pulse saying that I often find people’s expectations for me are unexpressed and very unrealistic…so I usually end of disappointing them at some point…and that makes me sad. You are right…both those topics are interesting to ponder.
@adamswomanback -
i like to think and thank those who get it up to me something inter hesss hess furball…. esting to ponder 
so 
hug hack hack…furbal
I also didn’t know what pulse you are referring to. There’s no link.
@jasonwl - it corrupted with the hash tag so that’s been fixed
Thank you.
@jasonwl - you’re welcome
. message coming your way.
I love the poem…but thinking makes me sleepy so I should get back to work…zzzzzzz
@mlbncsga - lol thanks…. gooood morning sunshine
I don’t strictly believe in explicit one or the other, distinct, choices when there are more than the presented options and each having a lot of variables; especially with elements in common with each other.
People tend to have a problem with me when they see elements which appal them in my view of something. It’s like locking someone in the unkempt backyard of a nice home without ever letting them ever experience any other part of the home, then disliking that person for merely describing what is in view only after that person politely attempting to get other views out of concern that they prefer to speak compliments (without jumping to conclusions; which is required if they see nothing but that unkempt backyard).
@jasonwl - In addition to that, I do kind of have this habit of watching where I’m going. It’s nice to have friends, but only if they give a damn about the whole of which they are a part, and understand that being on a mission to support the whole is incompatible with philandering or joking about people, things or ideas in ways that have the same effects as false witnessing.
@jasonwl - that’s what surprises me about why you keep up with … oh no i care that’s fairly evident what i mean though is i would and am guilty of appearing like a lot of the social faux pax you mention. I know my way is squishy…so to speak
but one aspect of that approach was I never cared much about grades. i have had that luxury when learning through much of highschool and the subjects in which i’m good at even later in college atteempts… however this didn’t jibe with people that i would care about learning but f’ the show of grades..somewhere early grades seemed to be made shallow. so my buddy when i had the peer counseling privilage came in with no grades/credit however this nationwide trend workd in other areas was being asked to talked to us his peers… i’m like the easy choice as my grades seem to reflect i have some difficulty with school and yet am smart…. well I said straight up then as now it’s truly likely best you lump it like a good if undeserved whipping and go anyways and ace the class next go hell rewrite the homework and enjoy easy street. I knew of course he wouldn’t but as best I could show it education was not to be tossed .. he was more interested in the grades and the show than the substance.. in that respect we were rather opposite ultimately that came to put a wrench in me seeking together times as it seemed to begin to cost ME more and more and thus yeah lol
you have better have noted my new addresses as all of my friends are welcome to transition over to wordpress, my direction i am on google plus and facebok but I’m more interested the thoughts.. google plus because my ex rooomate from forever ago and friend but i guess it’d be better to say accquaintance at this point did antarctica and that was useful 
plus once in a blue moon having a clarity tool available in google plus is great for pictures.. facebook I get to keep up with an internet love affair and spy out what some of the favorite exes or wannabe exes look like 
but word press is the blog. who ever consistantly accesses email?
@starmanjones - There’s no chance you’ll return here if Xanga survives?
@jasonwl - I would already and already am there either way or the choice exists.. I’ve existed at wordpress and in truth it’ll be wordpress anyways if a sub community. so it really is only a question of semantics… it would seem horribly foolish is xanga ports over to a different platform and remains a closed community…. they promised we would be able to read either way and if the current model of actions seem to exist within our sub sites like autisable/datingish etc continue it’ll just be the difference between having a .xanga name versus a .wordpress name and that seems to be what we are asking to pay for…distinction and to float some dough around to do it and I’ve just gotten my chance to afford my entry into a collective name toward the keep xanga alive. fund so I’ll be there…as i say either way.pardon me if that sounds pessimistic but that seems to be what’s promised the money to boost wordpress servers to handle the expected xanga traffick yet the wp’ers are not necessarily to be paying yet we will just like the model we’ve lived with in xanga.