Month: October 2012

  • Am BIG u it y

    pull!, PUSH, politically

    Neutrality though.....

     

    in my usual approach to obliqueness, the above poem is simply using a definition.  of a word to advantage... political matters find me highly charged but not left with any clear-cut passion to make politics engaging... in a large participatory way.  I will yammer the positions simply for the chit chat factor these things debated never quite seem to impact my life...but a good conversation?  oooo-ee!

     

    I began with posting today's first of some cards.  yes the same pretty Charles h pabst cards I mentioned in the previous blog.  I would poem up this simple obvious but I don't like the  like bon fwa as a term for  and the rhyme of good faith  bonne foi - good faith, thesaurus.com  also a town in france contains st martin  which I didn't look up whether that's st martin in the fields or whatnot (symphonic group for those clueless) it is between versailles france and sees france in the normandy area of north west again france...check your underpants.  the problem is  I spent too much time making something of the names and places so you could at a glance catch what was working out to be a good brainbuster.    sees sounds like the californian candy company that the son brought about the community property decision in a high profile d-vorce.  not related apparently the family name is shortened from seehy which isn't gaelic not french.  sees also is part of the savoy word which  also could be made to jar you lot into thinking savoy cabbage.  ...you know peace to candy or peace to cabbages  either way ;) ruin.   in the middle is always good faith.  ba har har har har har.  too extensive and I explained another joke so I know I know not funny. 

     

    sorry got side-tracked looking up vitamin deficiencies and SHIT beer leads to vitamin deficiencies as it outranks nutritions...

     

    but now that I mentioned beer

     

    bierocks.. use that muffin pan!  beef and cabbage pufs

    http://dailywaffle.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/beerocks-600.jpg

  • themost important interests.

    (there is no redeeming value to this blog.)

     

    I like photography yes yes sinner for showing so little.

    I like writing, I let my pile moulder while I learn better how.

    I can wait for life to begin it magic and yet here's an interesting, its under way

    I await a shower, on the midevil plan sniff fniff woof woof... shh the water went off, I go in next

    I have a sore tongue and did up a thing where i checked it's acidity and oof it sorta ate my skin so no wonder my tongue no likely me- ph paper and tums for me- apparently I've had acid problems

     

    I read books or did once on a time - I look forward to reading more the reason of disinterest is awesomely simply ever chase something that didn't work out?  get up and chase again.-  I liken this to the praise I got I don't know why but I fell in a sprint bobble erbble splalat lat lat laughter everywhere rolled upright and finish knowing I lost... the praise was I fishished prepared for it even to go wrong and wasn't that day last ass on the field. 

     

    I asked for hell which is to be nice.  it's a one bathroom 4 bedroom home this side as sis was to shower I did ask now... I'm late here it's fifteen in to go shower wait on me ooooooooo fucking end of the world you have to wait on mr demille.

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    oo, I have to admit a badness, the debates are on.  I have moved as far away from them as possible.

     

    I like photography... I show so little... okay I did something

    I went to murdochs

    I got greeting cards

    http://www.tkstoystand.com/IMAGE1/LT_SLCT/lt_slct_36321.jpg

    not new year plans but

    charles h pabst

    ..

    you see, I might have have and alterior reason to mention such nots.

     

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    I punished someone with my book in email.

    poor you.

     

    I wait to life to begin

    blah blah blah I went out too

    I'm also back out because the shit head dog needs to ignore on the run. oh well out I got. ;)

     

     

  • after coffee

    surprise! - Potty dance

    coffee sure percolates through

    Ecuador aware

     

    just a few moments

    leaves me earning many more

    missed the ride out oops.

     

    I have beer offered

    will beer appear-will it not?

    glass bottle petals

     

    potty potty dance

    /////i really should move-vault them stairs

    bed's not rubberized

     

    http://www.visualphotos.com/photo/1x2053134/pouring_coffee_cup_leaking_g93-606094.jpg

  • I awoke to this?

    I awake to his to the already not around online friend of mine - shucks oh well later

    I other time zoning souls not up or still busy in fall early saturday morning that ought be pleasant.

    I still do not see the notice of my rice cooker in yet it's the 13th not the 9th...perhaps that big todo on mailed to the store special is bulshit they hoped two order cycles would sort it out.

    I was dreading visit mom for some life insurance schpeel.  I should have left 20 minutes ago. however mom will collect me as brother just got car towed to the shop again and also could use ride  welllllll, so much for having to listen to life insurance...oh drat.

    supposedly there's a kegger tonight.  *I'm nearly 38, such reminds me of oo sarcasm...any bar....but somehow with less service.   and I awoke to a stomach that feels like it had a kegger which I did not. and a tongue that smokes all the cigarettes cherry end first which I did not and damn it early is right back to the my normal of 16 a day. drag   I apparently was succeeding quiting smoking.  but you get the general idea I don't feel eager, I feel expired.  still.

    I would like to take this ine to mention I hope you don't findout by nosing the wind of yet another odious complaint.

     

    happy Saturday morning

     

    ps red label sessions of now not bend oregon but hood river oregon is the last of the three colors I've adore gree black wasn't so bad and red sucked. 

  • out of the ordinary

    well not for me, :) , hows about some tunes

    harp?  why not.  many like it.

    andreas vollenweider, hirzel.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmQTXYq6yXg

    for lack of a better was to decribe a mrira... repurposed silverware.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNEs8ewFgo4&feature=related

    Nharira-Mbira DzeNharira

    or a simple song

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3b1bz_9gEo&feature=fvwrel

    Patrick Hadley.

    a lil country music reallll old country.  mountain dulcimer *dulca means sweet*

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTIx4B4zOmk&feature=related

    Crazy?

    how about some saw?

    one flew over the cuckoo's nest opening theme.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7alU4al3UQ

    gourd banjo?

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FrzqFDlHBE

    reuben... talk about a sammichwitha gourd stummin to beat all.

     

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYOoQcF9bYY

    more ruben, but a different sandwich ;)   kitar.

    spelling counts mispell kitar and you get sitar.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTPxqUtlLdo

     

    cheat any?

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvbSgKQoRLk

     

     

    geekie but grand...stay hydrated

    glass harp

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwgCu5CI0Ss&feature=related

     

    digiroo?

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=927mqRaFPAo

     

    say it like your cussin! AWwww LUTE

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-1ck_smC9k

     

    heheheh dont think I'd skip another steel serenade

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ReNbZFKKX7c

     

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  • 45 out eek

    emergencybeernot withstanding, I went out after yesterdays also 40  this meansI'mspending onhavingquit smoking lol.  more pipe action and discipline coming for josh.

     

    Ihave to tell you 1.39 a scoop chinese is nice for a real plate vs a mcPuck. 

    oskar blues gubna(imperial.....ipa) is 15 dollars a four pack CANS 12 oz. and not my thing yuck

     but whiskey ezra green1.75L "handle vs 4/12oz cans of gross 31.xx for 17.75 points more towards the 300 points for 15 dollars back  somethingtells me the point system is not5% but more like 2%

     

    Jullie likes the joint if the I caught the caties leave us mules to ride out the rent without them

    i.e.

    tastey but boringday :)

     

  • cooking abroad

    no I am not cooki solve to a house that can give a shit about the joy of food not from wendng the lady herself.  no I'm not cooking foreign persay. and no, I'm not international.  however, I am traveling to enjoy food.last ight as my previous neighbor and friend still lives at the old place in her nicer new she's on her own apartment - which is 40 feet perhaps from my bingo gig... I'm cooking there. another reason to enjoy my thursdays....also a solve for the problem of disinterest in anything not in a people box from somewhere else here.

     

    I got out of work at 10 of five to no response on the door.  not surprised because off at five tends to mean that.  so I tromped down the street to the two supermarkets a sprouts and a king soopers or a healthy oragano - mart and a typical grocers.

    sprouts:

    rainbow chard

    dark wild rice

    organic gluten free waffles

    strawberries organic

    jicama

    red mill potato bread mix

     

    kingsooper's / krogers

    olive oil- not evoo but cooking olive

    butter

    strawberry shortcake rounds

    jasmine rice

    turkey pastrami

    baby swiss

    eye of round

    tortillas

    havarti cheese

    real maple syrup in lieu of strawberry syrup not available...how rude

    chili powder

    rotel habenero tomato

    rotel tomatoes with green chilies

    lime

    bag of lemons

    asparagus - the produce kind

    mango tea

    zucchini

    italian cheese for zuchini

    coffee- a peruvian one

    chocolate syrup

    bananas

    honey

    -

    I brought from home

    graham cracker pie shell

    can   sweetened condensed milk

    almond milk carton

    3 pudding mixes white choc, french vanilla and cheesecake.

    fruit tea sampler

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    now I have  asmall problem about going overboard shopping beause I do listen if someone says they're not prepared for cooing hour. because in truth it's dumb not to listen where one can.  and that's why a simple tripe to groceries was 13 at the horrendously expensive grovery and 70 at the cheaper store ;) - but you can imagine  the problem of remembering the lady is of hewish heriage but I didn't remember whether she observed....be a tad rude to bring in ham to an observing person's home .  so my rol ups when turkey and havarti cheese with asparagus.  veeeerrry tasty and I would like to thank some soul here on xanga for going on and on about havarti being god's gift to mankind because it sure was tasty and yeah, you'd have thought I'd know this before now but I didn't

     

    , jicama salad and sliced strawberries. I got back for nuevo asparagus rolled ups

    http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ia_ON0Yrzf8/S5CGJjuQAeI/AAAAAAAAEcQ/jDitMTNjjjs/s320/IMG_0756.jpg

    http://www.carolinawoman.com/images/cut-strawberry-4c.jpg

    http://tsrecipes.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/04/HamAsparagus2.jpg

     

     

  • Poetry....AGAIN?!

    http://yakapparel.com/winter_hats_blog/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/cherrycolacoaktail.jpg

     

    'nother tragedy
    cry Gilgamesh Hankie's way
    survive anyway
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    a bottle for me
    yes brandy, v.s.o.p.
    rhymes dr. pepper.
    -
    666, um?
    my lunch was so symbolic
    the Beastly CHICKEN
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    the word was spoken
    the hint thus hinted
    the roommates want up and out
    more Chicago's searching so long
    when will when be now?
    stingily I pray
     or as two:

    Stingily I pray

    the roommate want up and out

    When will when be now?

     

    The hint thus hinted

    more Chicago's Searching so long

    the word was spoken.

    -

    the epic written

    to who was once wished after

    raspberry ( :P ) given.

     

    time can only tell

    how well charm weaves threads silvered

    wine awaits that net's catch

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    culinary discovery

    will the friends sharing thing work?

    8 bells and pots clang.

     

    how come when I,Say it

    it is a run run away

    while another rocks?

     

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    another outting

    remove the pile despair

    I'll simply, bag it.

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    the war oppinion

    my country's cannnidate vie

    want to get involved.

     

    I should not waste words

    The outcome DOES NOT CONCERN

    I'll remain aloof

     

    I am served far Better

    neutral to chosen encampments

    my voice unbetrayed.

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    trimming nicotine

    it continues to concern

    but I'm down half still

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    tomorrow: hair trim

    snipsnip scissor and whergggg razor

    pretty for Bingo

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    I worry of fraud

    meaningfully chosen against

    a thanks anyways

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    Please oh lady luck

    wrap your scintilating arms

    wrap them around me.

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  • I have a Personality!

    I have a personality- isn't this nice to know?

    ISFP
    Introvert(89%)  Sensing(12%)  Feeling(62%)  Perceiving(39)%
    • You have strong preference of Introversion over Extraversion (89%)
    • You have slight preference of Sensing over Intuition (12%)
    • You have distinctive preference of Feeling over Thinking (62%)
    • You have moderate preference of Perceiving over Judging (39%)

    If you'd like to take the 72 question test to see if you too can have a personality - you jellyfish, well?

    http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/jtypes1.htm

    NOW, remember, how I can talk and type-talk for hours on hours?  this might lead you to think I'm extroverted - right?  well, early on in life I may have been but integrity has me point out to you that's not how my rewards of experiences went.   I am thus far more likely to be shy or on and off.  I'm well trained in being "on"  I'm well trained also in being off.

    I'm very interested in  feelings.  You may notice with every story  I forget that as much as I want you to feel it - and want you strongly to intuit it... many want us who tale tell to show us, not blow us.  oops I thought you were on the same wavelength ;)

     

    this carries over to grokking not understanding persay grokking.  this is a word straight out of "A Stranger In A Strange Land" by robert a heinlein.  it means more of becoming one with things and feeling them living them not oh I get it.  for instance, the greatest of these things is love - a gospel type quote.  Isee a homeless soul on a street hungry. I feel immediately the empathetic  notions of what it is like to be hungry to the literal rolling of my stomac as if I too now am hungry...and thus I may choose to donate to such a cause.  this however is tempered by years of assholes praeying on me for my sympathies to coerse.  don't think I haven't learned the hard way people are in it to win it especially at my expense.  sure beats them paying :D

     

    refer thus to introvert. ;)

    I still at heart am Idealistic and thus a menace of thought if you ever catch me being overly linear.  be very grateful I'm confused or right-brained  in this life as otherwise I'd see the world very much in the  this begets this manner versus the facts of life showing many ways things can be.  thus in practice I am a far nicer guy than I could have been.  and yeah, I chose to be more kindly tangental.

     

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    couple this with a life long either or method of thought originally highly anarchic / utopian idealistic that turn sarcastically cynical and me the rest of the way centrist but ultimately more liberal with time.  I've chosen and been taught to be other than what I could have been....which in essense is a nazi.  well meaning proud and strictly by a book  it turns out hateful assfingers wrote.

    if you too would like to know where you stand politically

    consider both the current  political questions  of american politics here

    http://www.isidewith.com/

    if you generally would like a two axis right left up and down thing on your political motivations generally?

    here

    http://www.politicalcompass.org/test

     

    yes, this meant at one time I was a rush limbaugh disciple to see the light thanks to howard stern...then as is easy with stern...trot away because he's plain howard stern.

    yes, I was raised a jehovah's witness and as such I am zealous about my opinions and want them to be as they were my delight to be your delight :D ...you can imagine the doors slamming in MYFACE :D   now a lifetime later I find my very life would be over if I stayed with them.  why?  because I hold many things black and white - strong religious beliefs work this way in a nasty perverse way to be the opposite of the very thing we try to express....love in our god...expressed in judgemental notions of you must be like me or youe very bad.  this along with the point if I take blood a specific no no in jehovah's witness beliefs - nevermind the softened later approach to it's up to your conscience...wishywashy  watering down of the principles I was taught mean I can't live because I need blood based insulin to do so.  I've less than a year on earth without it.  yes, there are animal based insulins still but they're rare and fare beyond my means to obtain as I understand to now and lord with blood based insulin..and no insurance (which I hae) my medication is 40% of my monthly income.  so, if I return to the "truth" I die FUCK THAT CHURCH CULT.  start to sense the judgement?  heheheheheh  I have a large problem matyring myself for no good reason.

     

    I have an inner voice.  yes I literally can hear myself as I type.  This. not my typing or editing is likely why I ACE English and writing.   This means (refer if you're confuse to introvert) that I must learn to say nicer things to myself because I have a nasty habit heheheheh of listening to myself.

     

    such the above may show you that I'm very stably me, kindly, crackpotty and in no hurry really to be understood save that you feel my presence...please you dirtier thinkers imagine that in a churchly context...

    oh and odd as this is, you will in no time understand nothing but feel who I am.

  • 3:47 ship time.

    It's Monday.  I'm in a rare state of not quite broke.  I've nothing to do but drink but that while charming is not all life is.  should I go on a quest?

     

    I've plenty of time so to speak to get to little saigon

    http://s3-media3.ak.yelpcdn.com/bphoto/yTqgpChUSBhiUrXuqpdfag/ms.jpg

    a fine asian market.  I can get ginger candy, ramunes *mini sodas*   what they told me was haw flakes in a non traditional shred brown candy they lied to me wasn't  peen tong all manner of beens I can't stand ( I dislike mung beans sorry)  saucefrom here to heaven as in the entire it seems line of lee kum kee products, sambal oelek (chili paste) at a discount no less! weird red bananas sometimes, fish the old cartoon way on a block of ice unless you know the monger and then you can have it frsher still as in swimming til he gets hold of it. vegetables of the close encounters of the third kind?  bitter melon? what's that?  FUZZY MELON?  white egglant minis?    and because I have seen one in my home in nigh on ten years a wok.

    http://www.wokshop.com/HTML/images/pix/wok-our-hand-hammered.jpg

     

    this  slug of whiskey possible says stay home and comfy with just a lil trip out for cigarettes.  you lot know i am serious about cutting down and have in half so long as I'm not home where it's too easy.  I'm of course not dog sitting and thus home so um .... should I go out?

     

    the point is simple, I haven't stir fried dinner in ages.  no, I can chinese in a flat pan, who can't?  the point is wanting to and lately I don't want to do shit nothing...figure that out grammatically to me  complete disinterest. 

     

    this require only a lil rice cooker and a immersion blender.  yes again I can do stuff by hand or cook rice in a little pot or fuck it put tin foil over a casserole... I'm not saying I can not cook.  I'm saying I don't want to do as much.  I'm not excited about it lately.  I should fix this.  I have a modest budget :D

     

    well, it's fifteen minutes later, the whiskey should win.

    peen tong is for the sugared dough that is filled with sweetened bean paste and rolled in sesame seeds and deep fat fried.. it isn't sexy as names go but sesame balls are very tasty things.

    red bananas aren't sweet but a interesting taste between savory almost and starxchy.

    there is a simple difference between hot siracha sauce with it's sugar and sambal oelek with it's not sweetened chilis.  both are warm spicy wise...very very warm.

    I can immagine round steak pounded and marinated with fennel eggplant onion carrotkale or chard ......pretty things topping rice. mmmm

    I should go it's four oh nine.... pretty lil souped up four oh nine.

    it can look like so

    http://cookinfanatic.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/143.jpg

     

    EDIT!

     

    what I got was far different as per usual

     

     aloha soy

    http://www.orientalsuper-mart.com/ourstore/images/items/AlohaSoyLoSalt.jpg

    yes the LITE KIND

    sambal oelek

    (chili paste)

    http://www.huyfong.com/images/oelek.jpg

    yes, the big pain bottle

    the woks I saw

    https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/public/cSW1NdqvSbxmrFxx80YJP-_uVL9RxDOjTOjGB77VMZwijN_J-IyJwUfO-vM3oItkfnOuoahuT3OXZXGlBxOh8M937OowwX6YfVkUpPFWpH3bAdU1zhTqvdYAwmkZ-PzhNDkrj-MDFtR1035zYYAaiVxt9do8gv4dNtdoMIKZcpsmD21rYpljBhfLleG6ispyniRCLRoIYx1eWuSm6qsPshj0hGt7WRCgn8abfuTxBxmXDtyWfPcaHtJBalLDRJYyf7Stn7pjijHOqHG_IlPmLomFDN8LQla9Au0JhA=s90-c

    this is a winco wok nothing against it save that it didn't have a ring at the bottom and thus I couldn't use it this night.  it wa not the 13 plus shipping but 26 which is about right when you shop mom and pop shops  I chose against purchasing it because I've always been told to get a hand hammered carbon steel wok as the food sticks/stays to the sides so you can actually stir fry properly it's worth the wait to try after a prize tool

    the rice cookers while surely a proper value were listing 90-140 bucks and I literlly had not so much - fancy that. hence I appreciated the special order hell I went through to get one via walmart. for 13.46

    brown sugar candy in leau of spotting chinese named peen tong

    http://www.finecooking.com/assets/uploads/posts/8141/ING-chinese-brown-sugar_sql.jpg

    tamarind soup base. last batch was knorr's brand but good luck finding this.  this latest sorry for the huge picture but it's a vietnamese brand

    http://hkfoodmarket.com/hk/images/quoc-viet-tamarind-soup-base-10-oz.jpg

    as you see it has some chemistry to it but oh well ;)

    lychee ramune

    http://www.kaboodle.com/hi/img/c/0/0/34/4/AAAADGRTiMsAAAAAADRC_g.png

    carabao energy drink as present for sis

    http://www.templeofthai.com/images/products/5800000546.jpg

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    wamartian

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    http://www.rivalproducts.com/images/products/PRODUCTS/CKRVRCM061-0NP_16_2841_2_408987.JPG

    ordered 8-10 days, 13.46 6c rival rice cooker similar to above

    tamarind soda

    http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-24NsWOzHZSg/TbTzROVD6pI/AAAAAAAAADI/zd6Lxfo16fU/s1600/506910b.jpg

    only the bigger bottle

    http://dominosnow.homestead.com/files/168Diet_Coke_2_Liter_MED.jpg

    diet coke, the gals around here like it and it turned out there was no mixer otherwise

    http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/6017/twiningsnewearlgreysm9ck.jpg

    twinnings earlage.  this is the stuff.

    http://www.celestialseasonings.com/sites/default/files/styles/glamour/public/herb_v2_CS_3DBox_FruitSamp_0111.png

    the celestial sampler of the fruits. 

    http://snackerrific.com/wp-content/snack-pictures/blue_diamond_almond_breeze_vanilla.jpg

    the unsweetend almond milk vanilla flavored

    http://www.marchesemarket.com/uploads/6/4/4/7/6447046/2859350_orig.jpg

    albeit a mexican brand version of said, instant coffee of this company none the same.

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    now remember since the wok was a bust, I didn't plan on cooking.  I'm not heart broke, the tacobell was acrossed the street  for the #1 combo of a burrito supreme, taco grande...sing your weird all   taco. grande.  and remember rico sauve. ;) and an ala carte tostada the selection soda was wild cherry pepsi.  horrible as I should have taken the water option but oh well sinner me. ;)

     

    this was 4:20  bus to little saidgon with a collect smokes walgreen arrived 5:25 - left the taco bell at 6:40ish. bus 6:54  arrive walmart around 7:30 ish left there at bus stop 8:23pm home roughly 9 pm  not a short trip if you bus in life.  ever.

    I have 207/300 points for the 15 dollar gift cert at the big booze store.

    oooo baby is my birthday bottle comin or what?

    83 out. that's how fast a simple outting for a 40 pan I didn't get gets.