the road of forgotten dream

veien av glemte drøm

 

If anyone wonders, the difficulty of cheap google translation is sometimes the tenses of our language do not match those of other’s  this is an English to Norwegian thing for The Lane of Forgotten Dreams.  it had to go  the road of forgot dreams or it wouldn’t translate.  You guessed it. herein we discuss my lil fantasies foundationless at present to castles in the sky.

 

If anyone has thought of what must be perhaps you’ll watch a lil japanese subtitled movie with me.  “Madadayo’” it means “not yet” as in are you dead yet?…not yet.  a story of a beloved teacher whomishonoured with the joy throughout his later life at a party to enjoy his wisdom of at his birthdays… imagine the horrors we feel getting older and a similar joke but yet a giant huge beer to be had at a gulp… ahhh.  but why I mention it is a fansy of the teachers is to have a pond ring his home of dreams as like a moat.  wouldn’t thefish get dizzy?…swimming only one way?

 

it is thus with great pleasure I announce the house idea where in we explore something of habitat.  a favorite of mine is freshwater eel wherein the eel is not in actual fresh water but a less salty spot of the “sea” 80 feet down which is 8 stories/levels.  I envision maybe three of four but nothing but an entrance above ground semi camoflauged like a rock at a lake shore.  the house must have every levelo for a paraplegic escapable… you know a sucker who cant float right thus sinks?  hand over hand climb out even if one’s super james bond career is not to be at least wholesale sabotage isn’t instantly lethal .  imagine seeing shrimpies too growing by the many bushel fuls where big fish eat the tastiest of morsles.

 

imagine next dune  the 1984 extended version where we have the underground caves of the fremen but not so much that nevermind but the idea one has a home with a walk in freezer 2 acres of sealed lighted artificial space to grow what one wants and freezedry it vaccum seal it, level 3 garunteed to annoy customs because how can their highly trained pooches sniff what isn’t there? heh but it is.  yes, I’ve entertained what it would take taking advantage of the dark side of the moon to acheive… a vaccum sealed chamber where nothing can contaminate thus be smelled on the outside of a package because duh there literally is NOTHING there to be smelled.. for you to understand this watch a not level 3 containment   as it’s level 2 at best, the meryl streep in “silkwood” where one has to assemble fuel rods… that’s close to a level 3 containment with the exception there is an atmosphere….  processing in a vaccum means nothing contaminates the product nor is anything leaving the product to be detected.  you think the smart asses at the border can fid cocaine in furniture areas hollowed out…not without a tip off now imagine there is nothing that can be detected…there is a limit to a dog’s nose.  acre upon acre of undetectable thank pity I learned long ago that one and done I am sold out by everyone if I’m up to that behaviour.  I dont think I’d be good as a spy people tend to notice me far too much and I cant lie.

imagine now the bat cave is not that but a lil elivator to a sub lake  hall.  imagine just around the bend on that mountain trail is a greek palace with a god ray from abelow hot tub. little avenues of this dream domain have had updates to it over time of purpose and place.

 

now  back to borat type living and imagine it wigwamming or some other yurt and we’ve that model of living but a corner loom…not a looming corner of doom a loom in a corner as nothing but woven thick carpets adon wood with some modern fancy to make it water resistant and bullet resistant… to a 57 caliber machine gun.  it’s only 55 thousand psi at impact… be a bit of a bummer as a lil present from the sky   would sure blow up that lil fabric fantasy but ground incursion can go fuck itself til I scurry below ground.

 

science secret bat cave heaven and remember.. just because I’m straight edged  non using doesn’t mean I too don’t have movie ideas…

well?  if I show you now,  I’d have to kill you…and that would really eat up my readership so it’s but words, you can wonder wonder about me if I take up sheep farming soon because you’d have to wonder if I found the spider silk revoltion of how if kept free of water spider silk from s heepmilk is stronger than steel. you just think those back water nomads have third world lives go ahead watch out that they do not have and aren’t harvesing an arsenal to attack!  heheheh conspiracy theorist thinking they’re big and bad.  a humble bumble of a backwater rancher they not necessarily are.

I’m back from fullfilling my chrismas gift of a massage.  I’m pleased the lady was 20 years into this and this good…she without directly manipulating adjustment was able to chrack my back.  I left there more pleased thoughthat stiffer brother can seea and later choose potential relif….he’s a fused neck vertebrae or two and finally now because a new to him reliable vehicle is in the driveway can perhaps consider real attention.  taco snack on the way back never hurts my feelings   and nor does hearing that this gift was not from the friend but mom directly was a detail I didn’t fail to overhear. .  it was interesting that the lady working with her husband office managing HER business  were trying this being their 21 wedding anniversary were out to a romantic dinner hoped for at home of  something perhaps. scallops  or perhaps that and steak..  I was able to learn in practice a new technique to isolate should muscles for  releieving tension which ammounts to the arrest position of arm behing the back in the small… this is dangerous as techniques to share because while it isolates that back muscles set, it alllso puts a LOT of stress on the shoulder joint which may be highly painfull to thouse with shoulder injuries… but remember I’m not without some intelligence and discression to appreciate learning something perhaps helpful in aiding a select group of people in new and far more powerfully comforting ways.  yes this is a blob of information because such is how life sometimes comes..in blobs.  I am enjoying my coffee with milk and brandy.  I slept about 15 hours and was stuffy still today or duh the cold may be leaving but the hell that is sugar control is shown in how much  a simple back after amidmorning potty turns into a wow 8 solid hours of sleep more atop seven?…something was up somewhere! 

toastadas

3.79 shells of jalepeno and corn

1.19 usually but lately 84 cents  refried beans a pound canned

79 cent half head lettuce

79 cent 3 plum tomatoes

1.66 (3 for 5) sour cream full fat second use

1.39 medium pitted black olives

2.25 8 oz store brand marble cheddar  3-4 oz worth cheese shreds

84 cents can of red enchilada sauce

perhaps 1/2 can but can not be stored  so will likely be wasted if not fully used store brand 10 oz sauce you just need about a teaspoon ish worth per toastado 3 is a honking meal’s worth for one.  toastadas are about 1 oz beans maybe two per disc maybe an oz cheese shreds a quarter of a dice plum tomato across 3 of the things two olives is sufficient for slice olive garnish and about1 oz lettuce ish depending on size of lettuce shreds mounding for 3 toastadas.. I mean the complaint isn’t that they’re not cheap but that you really have to get after a lot of ingredients that seem epensive  but $13 bucks in toastada fixings is enough for 2 full days of each meal toastadas burp. or 2 bucks a meal better than the average meal cost and within the 2 days lettuce shreds will keep without being ucky browned. if luck and proper storage occurs.  consider that at 1.49 a tostada at the taco bell this is 3.80 x 6 ordouble the cost and you get no tomato and sourcream or olive. for nearly double the cost.  this is something about economyy… there is some and remember I was pleased the letuce find was reasonable I saved 2 dollars over having to buy the ingredients in todays economy pricing versus typical array of procurement.  that perception of value and not wasting a half head of lettuce was a nice thing as cheese is typically 2.50, tomatoes  typically larger and 20 cents a pound more, sour cream 50 cents off, lettuce double cost,  and canned product 99 cents or more often 1.19 full price not on special.. I mean that’s economy. I caught a break 2 bucks off I’d not have mentioned that normally because most of the time I am too busy thinking that there is a huge bill coming and this piss ass savings doesn’t register on my horizon if I’m caught up in miseries… but it should be notied I saved a good 15% off my yummy treat food   that’s a minor blessing and worthy of note 35 bucks in emergency this or that’s out this week alone…which is why most of us forget little blessing as we’d gloss over them thinking oh my god I used to pay 8 bucks for toastadas boo hoo hoo prices are sooo expensive wanh wanh wanh…when in reality i caught a modern day break  

I got a massage.  in fact many this month fiscally, a lot of excitement about lady or potential paydays….yeah I got neither in the end and a bill atop it lol but I had a lot of excitement and it was useful to read actual facts and figures and realize again today that momma loved us all enough to get a massage gift to her kiddos even if we’re stodgy nearly middle aged grumps. overly concerned with thises or  thats unrelating .  like economy.. blah blah moan.  lol.  there  little blessing out there if you try to smile   please do so.  may it be a toastada huge one.

kroger refried black beans with onion and garlic

market pantry large burrito shells

ground beef forget which lean it was and salt to season

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great value medium enchilada sauce

kroger marble cheese shredded

kroger sour cream

chopped iceberge

tomato – diced seasoned salt /pepper if you wish I used salt and salt free magic seasoning with a paul proudom.

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I needed a skillet, wooden spoon,  plate, cookie sheet, spoon for sour cream.

brown the burger, heat through the black beans same pan, add water if necessary, I did that and a dash or two of worcestershire sauce which is optional. stuff fold burritos on oiled sheet with a drizzle atop, cook til golden then poor enchilada sauce over allowing room for a pool… nuke melt cheese spoon of sour cream with lettuce shred and dice tomato for garnish serve.

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it appears after a lil shrinkage to make the frozen micro wave burrito sized affair almost never you worry they’re lunch filling or you can make yours bigger but… trust put one or two of these out and you’ve a great meal going I needed 2/3 a pound worth as i was hungry which is a fatter burrito.  if you’ve big growing lads and lasses? 1 pounders. there is nothing like the feel of a home made baked chimichanga versus a boring burrito. mmmmm crispy.

it may look like this… again you’ll have to imaging that as I’m wiping my mouth  and my phone wasn’t handy no picture for you but the idea

something like a rip off smellin it up around here? yes I can make refried beans from dried beans…aka scratch.  I however never have made a tortilla, I’ve made enchilada sauce but I haven’t butchered or even hand minced  burger yet, I have grown both lettuce and tomotoes but I haven’t milked the cow nor made the cheese/sourcream.  in case you were curious.

fantasy rehash

day dreamt paper-cut lovin’

back in that day stash!

with a doleful yowl

let me near you so up I got

claw/knead claw/knead OW.

you know, sleep seems like a great idea on coffee so I did to the cat howlin to get in to suckle and knead I needed more wounds.  apparently.  then I got a chuckle my dream was like seeing the lines of badly rescanned tv or something somehow to make it a repeat of what already dreamed when first interested my gal pal what 20 years back.

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picture is from onegai tsuinzu / please twins, bandai/usa character is karen pronounced funny…oriental r thing.  the show isn’t 20 years old so like um I’m not falling for my fantasy drawn by a man kinda thing different person. different person .

with a bloodshot eye

I am told to food porn NOW

liqour finds me shy

I’m about spinny thanks to a bottle of sauce,brandy.   I want what makes  me face two monthof gets it together  rice and beans if you have to! and my sprit says brin gon anything but.  I’ve  just faced 3 and 3  woman and jobs go up in smoke.  oh do not worry Ihave other iron  glowing.  I have neither woman to hold nor jobto cuss up …ooops adore. and it’s  time  for bloodshot eyebrandy. food porn and showing off how waxed off I got with the nothing it seems  allows awhiff of bravado.rubber denial says I must tell you of the dream the strawberriedchicken thatwill. come true.  I don’t even LIKE strawberry all that mch so pardon me a few too many line about how I sell it  to you.  stra….strawberry.  cola’d come true with vinegar masked and all those flavors so true.  don’t you dare think a lil oops noosed my neck in loops as tomorrow I;ll doing loopde loops monkeys and rabbits.  feellllll free to sing your little shirley temple songs and thing wholesome cambells as I have a carcass that says soups stop the presses lemony chicken soup stooooooooooock!.

why should I give a flip that a trained chef made a lemon of a gravy so I should make a stock of his ooops.  because. if I do not care to cherish others’ efforts why on earth should I expect pray screeaaam for mine to be?  ethics is a bitofa way mean cow that way.  and no, for the record I don’t want to care.  NO! I want my itty ego stroked fuck their lil boo boos kiss mine.

how very very uncharitable!  if you want to sortaknow what picture to think why not dark har but the forgetable wife of family guy with more of meg’s hair.  would I have spent 30

 minutes dreaming of lewd encounters of the bird  grind if she was ugly? … kinda hardwired that way so like yeah.  at least until she moved seats from next to me to facing meand then I heard her raptor’s voice.  um. fantasy diapered.   but let’s face it sometimes it’s a pie to the face that say haha on you. me..whatever rhyme ruined.

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am I a huge jerk? yeah. so what fuck you. I want mine and I’ll get it or someone and that includes me will have cause to rue..  am I assinine and mean enough to try to head and or hurt others? hell to the no.!.

other things I haven’t the patience to discuss poetically is that upturned eye puffy face person who if she didn’t have on the colour cow versus  seer me steer I’d have remained even longer unclear which gender she was which attitude to try and beer.

if you want food porn… ragin sex on the servin slate..  perhaps you’ddgrant me this moment off.  all I’vegot going is a bad attitude and my wrestles fate.    I might make a stock of what others would at first rue.  I’ve even the dream peking duck style chicken lemoned. mr pipped. and rotisseried through…. lemon chicken rice. something vegetabletoo.  I’m not out of aces though I just got caught flailing like a goodold goof. you keep your god damned pants on.  I’ll feed you sex on a plate.  you’ll get your proof.

I assundered a lil blog about being upset about some impugning of my cooking.  duh, I should watch my temper.  but today is here and

grilled chicken salad:

I have butter lettuce, mexican gray squash, parsnip, tomato and marinated grilled chicken tossed all nie and it has your choice of annie’s cowgirl ranch or french dressings

marination was pepsi, strawberry jam as I ate up my yummy saintvi raspberry, worcestershire sauce and hot sauce…this round was something called colon cleaner…a horeraddish mustard with hot pepper versus a straight hot pepper thing.

mmmmm

do the numbers prove anything?

Federal Minimum Wage Rates, 1955–2012

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I awoke to jam

butter shaved and the sweets spread

and bubblin’ bean soup

until the last line lol that one above can read really really rudely…I’m very pleased y ou too now see filth and mirth.

how can you just NOT?

it’s so so possible to,

to get everything.

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a philosopher

lives more like you would like to

and can teach thus this.

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the KISS method is for the intrepid

to get what they want – something not decrepit

opportunity yippee come to me

damn it another bill whoopee!

fortunes sometimes are but tepid.

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this might just surprise

it’s out in double quick time

poetry month’s prize.

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yes folk, I believe there’s about 30 poems no, not in 30 timed submissions but plopped out as they came and thus everything now forward is likely a bonus art farting.

yes, the opening poem is my breakfast, home cooked joys, mom’s been soup,  @saintvi ‘s raspberry jam.  the rest of my month is bonuses and withdrawls…. I have a project of trash like half a fence of a yard’s worth of old fenc sections to go I burnt the other half.  I have mattresses to remove from the joys those roommates were and bless them that they made us get the rent in.  but lol there’s a few piper paying details to get to like the big shovel out of a house that threw away nothing now we’re on the last of it’s major dig outs save for our own stuff.  it is my last month of this year here. I even have community inscentive! if I don’t get it out the city will double charge me and fine me too to do it for me! lol wooo whoo!