August 3, 2012
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AUGUST Preparations.
it’s really really sad some days, the style one may exude. I have a 17 cent notebook qift with my page of goodies to be obtained from the fancy membership savings hut. I have in my head the basics of what I want from the art store, proximeties to acheive this, a monthly bus pass, how to handle the next phse of my changes in tobacco consumption (no, you didn’t hear quit but I do need to move this direction) and how the hell I’m to survive the brute force of desires versus realities.
my sister cooks maybe nifty gathering food twice a month, my brother despite a good show of broiled fish is still of the watch outQ the pans may not survive him, the new lady of the house is NOT a cook AT all. and frankly there just isn’t any point whatever in fighting in cash to cook – no one cares and not randomly regularly to make my opportunities random eats at home. I therefore worry incessantly that this in essence doubles my food budget to eat out. yeah, that’s my objection – cost then health. I’m not used to hey it is okay!okay! to get a cup of yummy soup and a salad it’s 5 6 bucks. yeah this means despite normal habit- I might tip for exceptional service because this is one less meal a day if I budget. amzing concept. wish me luck.
conceptsare often difficult.
yes this means:
less things to do but sit on my hands waiting to make something of life…not preparing, ug.
yes, not being allowed to plan to acheive meaning I’m yes, ooo, not as likely to succeed.
yes and with less crutch stimulants- smoking/nicotine is a stimulant so is caffeine, and stimulants are notorious for not being helpful lowering blood pressure.
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will I survive freedom?
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surviving freedom
when I’m used to planning it
spontaneity
no 5 pages of dreamt of dinner,
ug
noclue what I can plan for – already determined no one wants anything but a maid to chase about a messy excited dog. for free. I’m not planning for that one.
unh unh.
everythingaround me requiring a little more patience of planning…. yet wide open skies of freedom…
ug
ooo, I might have to continue on with the jello no bake series as such is about the only thing anyone wants, junk food buffet.
yum
oh and I should walk more
- convenient the dog who is directionless leash withstanding loves explaration which isn’t quite walking.yeah a load lessened
dog, my life seems to call you
hydrant of desires.
breathe in, and breathe out
slowly let it blur formless
free from desire.
moose drool isn’t drool worthy so you know beer drinkers, jw dundees honey brown better/cheaper, new castle nut brown better, wells bombedier even less than it’s best is better. there is competition in the 9 bucks a sixer ranger.
Such Augustan preparations to be free. hmf.
Comments (8)
no no no, not the junk food buffet!
s’alright, starman, you were meant for freedom, and it was meant for you. yes, breathe…again, again. good 
(have you heard of the monk’s meditation? “this breath is the one that counts.” (maybe we need a funny food cookbook. sexy is way too easy. you need a challenge 
Sorry, I understand
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I would suggest the cheapest sustenance option there is: Ramen, but it will shoot your blood pressure sky high in no time (full of sodium).
@and_eager_for_more - freedom is often boring – but then I’m picky.:D
@Gidget_PennyWhistle - ramas many condiments as I care for – sandwiches are no bargain to me
but really the whine is I like to cook and feel thriftier for it… I live the anthesis of my aproach. don’t you worry none I’ll find somethingens are reformulated in the last 5ish years down from 2000 miligrams salt/sodium to 66% of our recommeded daily intake…a few stores stopped carrying the 17 cent packet kind in favor of only the 37 cup kind. I’m fairly capable of making them- even with gravy. you are still however close the bp is problematic but the diabetes – I believe the packs are 56g carbohydrates each,…are far more likely to get me 
oh and I’m wrong slightly http://nutritiondata.self.com/facts/soups-sauces-and-gravies/7979/2
but not by bloody much.
creative, you are. August is the best month, really. When you said crutch stimulants- I read it, at first sounded like crotch stimulants. My mind is raunchy, or something. No sitting on your hands, that’s naughty.
@SoHoPurple - I’m over eighteen I can be rotten
however, I’ve ran into those who make me look the weakling of imagination by having a naughty coconut in my face all afternoon. (j. geiles band reference BEGGING to be made)
@starmanjones - sounds painful.
@SoHoPurple - lol, she’ll read that so I’m already baked – thanks
it was amusing but I can’t say I forgot decorum… I couldn’t (she’s another) quite fully play along it was exCRUCIATING!