October 2, 2012

• I have a Personality!

  I have a personality- isn’t this nice to know?

  ISFP

  Introvert(89%)  Sensing(12%)  Feeling(62%)  Perceiving(39)%

  • You have strong preference of Introversion over Extraversion (89%)
  • You have slight preference of Sensing over Intuition (12%)
  • You have distinctive preference of Feeling over Thinking (62%)
  • You have moderate preference of Perceiving over Judging (39%)

  If you’d like to take the 72 question test to see if you too can have a personality – you jellyfish, well?

  http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/jtypes1.htm

  NOW, remember, how I can talk and type-talk for hours on hours?  this might lead you to think I’m extroverted – right?  well, early on in life I may have been but integrity has me point out to you that’s not how my rewards of experiences went.   I am thus far more likely to be shy or on and off.  I’m well trained in being “on”  I’m well trained also in being off.

  I’m very interested in  feelings.  You may notice with every story  I forget that as much as I want you to feel it – and want you strongly to intuit it… many want us who tale tell to show us, not blow us.  oops I thought you were on the same wavelength

   

  this carries over to grokking not understanding persay grokking.  this is a word straight out of “A Stranger In A Strange Land” by robert a heinlein.  it means more of becoming one with things and feeling them living them not oh I get it.  for instance, the greatest of these things is love – a gospel type quote.  Isee a homeless soul on a street hungry. I feel immediately the empathetic  notions of what it is like to be hungry to the literal rolling of my stomac as if I too now am hungry…and thus I may choose to donate to such a cause.  this however is tempered by years of assholes praeying on me for my sympathies to coerse.  don’t think I haven’t learned the hard way people are in it to win it especially at my expense.  sure beats them paying

   

  refer thus to introvert.

  I still at heart am Idealistic and thus a menace of thought if you ever catch me being overly linear.  be very grateful I’m confused or right-brained  in this life as otherwise I’d see the world very much in the  this begets this manner versus the facts of life showing many ways things can be.  thus in practice I am a far nicer guy than I could have been.  and yeah, I chose to be more kindly tangental.

   

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  couple this with a life long either or method of thought originally highly anarchic / utopian idealistic that turn sarcastically cynical and me the rest of the way centrist but ultimately more liberal with time.  I’ve chosen and been taught to be other than what I could have been….which in essense is a nazi.  well meaning proud and strictly by a book  it turns out hateful assfingers wrote.

  if you too would like to know where you stand politically

  consider both the current  political questions  of american politics here

  http://www.isidewith.com/

  if you generally would like a two axis right left up and down thing on your political motivations generally?

  here

  http://www.politicalcompass.org/test

   

  yes, this meant at one time I was a rush limbaugh disciple to see the light thanks to howard stern…then as is easy with stern…trot away because he’s plain howard stern.

  yes, I was raised a jehovah’s witness and as such I am zealous about my opinions and want them to be as they were my delight to be your delight …you can imagine the doors slamming in MYFACE   now a lifetime later I find my very life would be over if I stayed with them.  why?  because I hold many things black and white – strong religious beliefs work this way in a nasty perverse way to be the opposite of the very thing we try to express….love in our god…expressed in judgemental notions of you must be like me or youe very bad.  this along with the point if I take blood a specific no no in jehovah’s witness beliefs – nevermind the softened later approach to it’s up to your conscience…wishywashy  watering down of the principles I was taught mean I can’t live because I need blood based insulin to do so.  I’ve less than a year on earth without it.  yes, there are animal based insulins still but they’re rare and fare beyond my means to obtain as I understand to now and lord with blood based insulin..and no insurance (which I hae) my medication is 40% of my monthly income.  so, if I return to the “truth” I die FUCK THAT CHURCH CULT.  start to sense the judgement?  heheheheheh  I have a large problem matyring myself for no good reason.

   

  I have an inner voice.  yes I literally can hear myself as I type.  This. not my typing or editing is likely why I ACE English and writing.   This means (refer if you’re confuse to introvert) that I must learn to say nicer things to myself because I have a nasty habit heheheheh of listening to myself.

   

  such the above may show you that I’m very stably me, kindly, crackpotty and in no hurry really to be understood save that you feel my presence…please you dirtier thinkers imagine that in a churchly context…

  oh and odd as this is, you will in no time understand nothing but feel who I am.

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