@bonmots - firstly to schedule in some seemingly obvious  half days over the month with one real full day before may… this gives me a regular showing proof I can first be there, then do it, I think a red cross certification at that point on basic cpr and another tb test are at that point all the formalities I would lack  but there is a key, I get bored and also need to not appear so nor too eager to waste the effort, doing these things isn’t particularly hard, doing them seeming enthusiastic and remember I’mvery much a diabetic who if caught quiet am pegged as mean and moody,  I also am a smoker which is always non gratis showing I’m capable of controlling my appearances and habits is trickier but the keystoneacheivement is to get paid for this… it really must appear obvious I can do this,and allll day without me wasting more than 20 hours of MY time unpaid to make sure its a real offer wherein I have backup – remember my first and foremost challenge is transportation and as I can not drive I have have it so I’m granted all. opportunities  in a way of them doing me a favor…lightheartedly but seriously so that it’s less a job but a kindness to aid my wallet when in reality  I am 40% off for pretty much all I can make in a year part time easily which is 6k they cant jeopordize my real income nor replace it…thus no matter what I canthave this real thorn screw me out of cash and I can notbe more than one sub of many…I have a lot of rules on ssdi regurding work and the mere appearance of me doing any is an instance call for me to be reevaluated which is a BIG pile of papers… BUT 40% tax savings on the first six grand is? 2400 cold hard dollars they get out of this deal more than enough to absorb my not so thorny afterall requests.    there are times it is good to be aware that i’m blind and why this is a real tax incentive   I don’t even mind that for publicity as such would be a cool thing I haven’t punched a literal time clock in 13 years and i haven’t worked a real job of any hours is 8.    why all this long ass thingum?   maybe it’ll be usefull for you to imagine the gravity of 5 years if I didn’t follow my rule exactly to the ninewhich is the rolling not static callender of time I’m off ssdi if I don’t follow their rule about a simple job.  I’ve already been booted off the system once for picking thee worst ever time to go on a two week vacation wherein I got a letter the day I left and couldn’t answer it and funny how jobs dry up ssi gone I’m a beggar for 2 years now it’s five perhaps 2 more to reapply ..  I’m already volitile and yet hate to be a bad gamble for folks putting their neck out for me so… again thanks as I really would not mind having a chance to double that with all the wimpy financial powers i might bring to bear which  is just enough to get a ticket to chase a shot at a a kindly and pretty one half a world away. or a used car’s cost lol on new glasses, you know cool shit I otherwise cant possibly easily obtain.  lotsa stakes, professional, personal and legal, financial… don’t think it isn’t real facing the loss of security either no joke it has happened already.  and don’t think it overly unfair either becaause to make money off of aid even though I do qualify is still an imposition when people look over the wet soggy bite out of their taxes and put my face to it… at least no asshole has ever to my face claimed I stole the food out of their kid’s belly….that would result in wayne brady tendencies.

@promisesunshine - perhaps monmodica charantia???  (aka, the bitter melon.for those with low danger of KETOacidosis and hemolytic reactions…trust me you would know by now…and literally likely as a male be ill from having ate italian broad beans.. the bitter melon is just that bitter  the bith turns red and sweet as the melon turns yellow to mega bitter rind  but as such most definently this is usually consumed unripe and COOKED with things like sambal…I would know it as sambal oelek …the rooster sauce…ripe ripe hot! peppers and onion… very indonesian… wiki articles conflict on origin bitter melon has it originate in india others say it was obviously transported from africa in teither one of the articles bitter melon or monmordica charantia     it is principally good for a hypoglycemic effect wherein one eats less and feels full, the study data listed hinted at says it is a thing for insulin sensitivity  and whatever the case its no bueno for prego gals…. I hope that this qualifies for weird melon androasting… because in a very hahaha real way if I have low sensitivity I’m rather cold  boost that and apply food and coffee and I will be on FIRE!   oh and 15 rats to make a million diet pills is horse shit and it was clearly stated that it was NON insulin dependant diabetic rats- but the lectin not lecithin  LECTIN in bitter melon capsules would put the damper on wanting to take out a country dinner buffet in a gulp….  go ahead and feel like I handed you a gold nugget of that damn bastard sent me out to the store for me or my pals on the forever diet missions  bitter mellon extract phillipines typical origin safe and bye bye hunger cravings 8-13 a bottle. )

@moniet - hahaha LOL  beautiful and rotten play on words for the to me  good show ma’am  good show.   we shall see I fired off a very laid out thing on dough, this lady isn’t all about the dough but knowing that for instance she can be covered far better with me there nearly free thanks to tax incentive  may help do something truly shitty on my part, finally say that hey asshole that tax incentive is because and thus brokered some by me not hey free fourty percent off I’m still not worth the same as others.. trechery with money is not a long suit of mine but this time it wouldn’t hurt to make the obvious known that quite a lot of the risk is removed from dealing with hiring me…they have to want to but at least its made more advantageous.

@promisesunshine - do you really wish to tempt me after having the influence of adamswomanback  reminding me there is a crasser side to life?  if you find the ripe bitter melon x-rated… the following is nsfw  may you be horrified in advance….and far too curious not to avoid a peek. remember it is just rude vegetables.

@promisesunshine - ahahahahaha    soo soo guilty   parsnip blades squash curried, is fine.

@adamswomanback - there is smiles reminding myself of who you are.